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Constellations by liketolaugh
Fandom Percy Jackson and the Olympians - Rick Riordan, The Heroes of Olympus - Rick Riordan
10 Jan 2024
- Words:
- 314,190
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- 3
- Bookmarks:
- 1,097
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24 Feb 2026
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the limitations of maddocks questions by viviolet
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Dec 2025
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when shane gets the injury that would come to end his career, in the moment he’s just thankful he didn’t break his jaw.
or: shane knew, in the abstract, that one day he would play his last professional nhl game. it never occurred to him that hockey would choose that day for him.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 36,427
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 711
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- 4,478
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- 1,442
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- 54,541
Bookmarked by very_lost
22 Feb 2026
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To be clear, Ilya is grateful the rookies aren’t growing up the way he did in the NHL. Ilya took the hazing to the chin – humiliation rituals, beat downs, grueling practices to prove he could “hang” with the big guns on the team.
That being said, there’s still some part of Ilya that balks at the request by the gaggle of rookies to watch The Iron Giant, a veritable children’s movie at the team’s latest movie night.
OR: Five times Shane and Ilya were the support system for the Centaur rookies they dreamed of having when they were younger.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,028
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 822
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- 18,835
- Bookmarks:
- 4,895
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- 137,898
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19 Feb 2026
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return of spontaneous circulation by blongblong
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
27 Jan 2026
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paramedics!hollanov verse. (it’s mostly porn)
- Words:
- 63,071
- Works:
- 3
- Bookmarks:
- 588
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12 Feb 2026
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, get loved.
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- Part 1 of Duty of Care
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 145,224
- Chapters:
- 25/25
- Comments:
- 4,130
- Kudos:
- 14,448
- Bookmarks:
- 4,522
- Hits:
- 345,287
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10 Feb 2026
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Observations on Fatherhood by HH_Arrow
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
03 Feb 2026
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From the day Shane is born, David promises to protect him from everything—especially from the kind of love that comes with conditions.
But as Shane grows up talented, visible, and quietly different, David learns that even the safest homes can teach a child how to make himself smaller.
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- Part 4 of A Formal Study of the Heart
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 17,950
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 178
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- 3,011
- Bookmarks:
- 755
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- 24,848
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04 Feb 2026
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but daddy i love him by rachelrae for lampalot7
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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“I told you. Hollander and I, we are in love. He is my hockey player.” Ilya wiggled his eyebrows at the joke, but couldn’t keep himself from watching Scott Hunter.
“Sure, Roz. You and Hollander are in love, want to get married, spend the rest of your lives playing hockey together.” When Ilya didn’t immediately reply to that very accurate statement, Hunter continued: “If you two are in love, I’m straight. That’s how likely that is.” He had laughed and skated away, though Ilya really hadn’t understood what was supposed to be funny about that.
Standing alone on the ice, the crowd slowly filing out of the rink, Ilya was faced with a startling realization: telling people may be harder than he thought.
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What if Shane gave Ilya permission to soft launch their relationship. Ilya is, of course, thrilled and immediately starts telling everyone around him. Problem is, no one believes him!Series
- Part 5 of HR Alternate Relationship Reveals
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 17,470
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Collections:
- 13
- Comments:
- 1,359
- Kudos:
- 18,227
- Bookmarks:
- 3,002
- Hits:
- 164,838
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03 Feb 2026
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Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.
Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.
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- Part 6 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 29,008
- Chapters:
- 4/4
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 2,331
- Kudos:
- 33,965
- Bookmarks:
- 10,596
- Hits:
- 498,090
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03 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov's 2017 Dating Wrapped by forjodssake
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
02 Jan 2026
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Ilya Rozanov has shared a file with you: Sex_statistics_presentation_2017.ppt
(or: Ilya drops a bunch of hints about his love life to his teammates. They do not pick up on them)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,137
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 268
- Kudos:
- 9,902
- Bookmarks:
- 1,164
- Hits:
- 42,747
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03 Feb 2026
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The Mortifying Ordeal by fandom_commitment_issues
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
23 Jan 2026
- Words:
- 32,514
- Works:
- 2
- Bookmarks:
- 1,024
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02 Feb 2026
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In Good Company by FlameHazel18
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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TROY:
Is there such a thing as a player walk out? Like what if we just refused to play our game on Monday?Or: The first few days after Shane and Ilya are outed, as told by group chats and social media
Series
- Part 1 of the sum of its parts
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,766
- Chapters:
- 2/2
- Collections:
- 12
- Comments:
- 569
- Kudos:
- 14,714
- Bookmarks:
- 2,560
- Hits:
- 67,499
Bookmarked by very_lost
01 Feb 2026
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Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”
Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 58,821
- Chapters:
- 21/21
- Comments:
- 1,460
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- 25,016
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- 5,434
- Hits:
- 467,880
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01 Feb 2026
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The Queerest Team in the NHL by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
01 Feb 2026
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“Man, are we the gayest team in the NHL or what?” Tanner Dillon joked.
“Ilya is bisexual,” Wyatt Hayes reminded him. Ilya raised his beer at Wyatt in thanks.
“The queerest team in the NHL,” Dillon corrected with barely a beat.
“We must be,” Shane said slowly, expression scrunched up as he seemed to seriously ponder the question. “There might be some teams with a closeted player, or maybe two, but five? Statistically speaking, that’s highly improbable.”
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Luca Haas comes out to the team. Thank goodness queer sherpas Ilya, Shane, and Troy are there to guide him. And the Centaurs are supportive, obviously. Maybe too supportive.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,556
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 6
- Comments:
- 480
- Kudos:
- 4,788
- Bookmarks:
- 745
- Hits:
- 19,963
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01 Feb 2026
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something you can fix by some1_around
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
28 Jan 2026
- Words:
- 134,688
- Works:
- 3
- Bookmarks:
- 4,132
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01 Feb 2026
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pieced together, picture perfect by MOSTLYVOlD
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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It was difficult to wrap her head around the idea that Rozanov—Ilya—missed his team flight to drive five hours seemingly for the sole purpose of bringing Yuna the largest bouquet of carnations she had ever seen, but if there was another explanation, it was beyond her.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,550
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 185
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- 3,099
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- 629
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- 13,019
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31 Jan 2026
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Ilya cannot help the wide smile that breaks out across his face. "You ran here," he says, reaching out to smooth Shane's rumpled clothes, fingers working the chewed-up hoodie string free from his mouth while he sits very still and watches Ilya with wide eyes. "Across many states and up four flights of stairs—where are your grandma candies?—to ask if I have secret baby.”
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30 Jan 2026
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“Game is over,” he says. “You won. I lost. I was annoying. Normal.”
“That’s not—” Shane starts, then stops, because he actually doesn't know how to finish that thought without sounding like an idiot. His jaw works, teeth grinding together.
That's not what I meant. That's not the point. You said I was boring and you were right and I need you to say it again so I know where I stand, so I know what you think of me, so I can stop waiting for the other shoe to drop.
He settles for: “You were kind of an asshole.”
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 8,485
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Comments:
- 434
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- 11,737
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- 2,982
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- 85,963
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30 Jan 2026
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“For our next session, I’d like you to list all the reasons why you’re so resistant to the idea of taking antidepressants.”
Ilya sometimes resents that therapy is so much work. And that it has the audacity to actually help.
Now to talk to Shane about the sex thing.
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30 Jan 2026
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On July 4, 2018, Ilya announces to the world that he has already played his last home game on Boston Raider ice. He's an Ottawa Centaur now, for better or for worse.
Most all of Boston Twitter agrees it's for worse.
Shane Hollander, watching alone on his couch at the cottage that Ilya just left a few days ago, knows it's for the better. And he thinks he knows that Ilya thinks it's for the better too, that Ilya's excited for the move, excited to be closer to Shane. It's just hard to remember that when Ilya looks so distracted and sad in the wake of the news breaking.
But one day, Shane's going to promise this man that he'll be there for him through better or worse, so he may as well start practicing now.
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- Part 5 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,281
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 154
- Kudos:
- 3,559
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- 626
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- 30,299
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30 Jan 2026
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“Oh my god,” the intruder says, voice coming faster and higher-pitched. “Shane, what the fuck? Oh my god.”
“Eeleeyah, come to my cottage,” Ilya mocks, voice muffled by Shane’s skin. “Don’t go to Russia. Come to my house instead. Is so private. No one will know…we will be completely alone. Together.”
“Oh my god, is that Ilya Rozanov?” the intruder yelps like he's about to start hyperventilating. “Why is Ilya Rozanov half-naked in our kitchen, Shane?”
“Okay, I know how this looks,” Shane tells Ilya, “But I mean, technically, we are still alone. Together.”
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At the cottage, Shane and Ilya meet eighteen year old Shane Hollander. This is really only a surprise for one of them. Everyone handles it as well as can be expected.
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- Part 3 of my heated rivalry anon fics
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,618
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 586
- Kudos:
- 10,357
- Bookmarks:
- 2,415
- Hits:
- 69,823
Bookmarked by very_lost
30 Jan 2026