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    Series of my fanfictions of the RuiKasa pairing, compiled for easy viewing! Most fics will be unrelated unless stated otherwise!

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    Fics / drabbles about DangCheong, TangChung, whatever........

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    Series of fics featuring the Pairing Satou Hiroshi/Saiki Kusuo, that can be interpreted as Queerplatonic or Romantic relationships (some fics will explicitly state which one it is). The fics are not made to be explicitly connected, but some themes vaguely transfer over from fic to fic. Ones that ARE connected will be tagged accordingly

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    From @F1NewsNow · Mar 12, 2026

    CONFIRMED: Lewis Hamilton, 18, to race for Red Bull Racing in 2026 season. Youngest driver on the grid since Max Verstappen's 2015 debut. Full statement from Red Bull below.

     

    From @TheAthletic_F1

    Lewis Hamilton's arrival at Red Bull marks a historic moment for the sport: he will become the first Black driver to compete in Formula One in the series' 76-year history. A milestone long overdue. Full feature: [link]

     

    From @racinginsider_

    Sources close to the paddock say Max Verstappen was "not consulted" on the Hamilton signing. Red Bull team principal Laurent Mekies declined to comment on internal discussions. Hamilton is reportedly the first driver Red Bull has signed directly from F2 in over a decade.

     

    From @autosport

    📰 NEW: "He's a GP2 driver. The fact that he's fast in the junior series means nothing until I see it here." — Max Verstappen, on teammate Lewis Hamilton. Full pre-season interview: [link]

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    21 Feb 2026

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    #LetLewisAurafarm

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    The account itself is relatively normal— posts about Lando and his family, updates on his podiums and the events he'd been attending, nothing particularly out of the ordinary. If he ignores this whole thing, laughs it off when asked in interviews and tries to act as unembarrassed as possible, he reckons the whole thing will probably blow over in a couple of weeks.

    That is, until he scrolls down a little further.

    It hits him, then, exactly why there were so many tweets under the topic.

    Oscar is so, so fucked.

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    21 Feb 2026

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    me personally i would have faked my death and run away to change my name

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    Oscar Piastri inexplicably wakes up in 2016 —no phone, no money, no identity. In a world eight years younger, his only hope is Carlos Sainz, the man who, in the future, will become his fiercest rival in Formula 1.

    Desperate and out of options, Oscar seizes an opportunity born of misunderstanding: Carlos believes they’re a couple in the future. It’s a convenient lie that buys him shelter —until real feelings start to get in the way.

    Torn between the desire to stay and the fear of what returning might mean, Oscar must confront the most painful question of all: How do you love someone, knowing that when it’s over, you’ll be the only one who remembers it ever happened

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    im hurting so much so badly. this is such an amazing combination of love and sadness. like, with each beautiful moment, i can feel the lies creep up my back along oscar's. and when it all comes crashing down... i understand oscar, but am even more devastated for carlos. the angst is so, so beautiful. i really reccomend this <3

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    Oscar Piastri has never been able to explain why he understands Spanish without studying it, or why his hands knew exactly what to do the first time he gripped a steering wheel. Throughout his life, he's experienced flashes of foreign sensations and emotions that don't belong to him, marked only by a mysterious stellar pattern on his shoulder.

    Thousands of miles away, Carlos Sainz has navigated a parallel mystery—borrowed emotions during moments of triumph or despair, and dreams in a language that isn't his own. The constellation of scars on his shoulder has seemed to pulse with every unexplained connection, a physical manifestation of something beyond rational understanding.

    When they finally meet in the unforgiving world of Formula 1, their physical proximity unleashes an overwhelming connection. Shared perceptions, phantom sensations, and emotions that flow between them without words transform the track into a battlefield against their own blended senses.

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    I read this in the span of three days. in those three days, ive learned how these two love, build their connection and continue to love despite the ups and downs. throughout the entire fic, every detail is shown, ans even though some people might think it bogs it down— i don't really care. it allowed me to get lost in the emotions; the love, the care, the effort both put into the relationship.

    some of my favorite parts in this story is where they both deal with struggles and issues, yet fight to communicate and understand either way. there first couple fight, oscar trusting enough to use safewords to tell carlos how he feels, oscar confronting carlos when he was sacrificing everything to spend time with oscar, the last two chapters.... each and every time, they communicated, they talked, because they both wanted it to work. and that's what's so beautiful about this fic to me. it's so, so real, despite the empathetic bond part of it. it shows the struggles of actual relationships, and the constant learning and communication needed to maintain it. the fact that despite everything, it is a choice to continue loving and working through issues purely because they know that they love each other.

    i'm not kidding when i say this really did change my life. it's those kinds of fics that make you reflect— leave you with a gaping hole in your heart and at the same time have it so full of love and lessons learned. by the ending, i'd grown so attached to this world and the characters in it that i was sobbing. carlos and oscar, their love story, the bonds they formed with each other and the people they love— all crafted and told with love here.

    it's such an amazing read. it's long, yes, but you can take breaks in between. i'm really not kidding when i say it's an absolute beauty of a fic. please read it if you have the time; whether or not you like carlos, oscar, or carcar.

    and to end it, the paragraphs that made me cry harder than i'd like to admit:

    "I love you," Carlos whispers, words loaded with the weight of millennia. "In all those lives, in all those ways, in all those universes, but especially here, now, in this reality where we have all the time in the world to show it."

    "And I love you," Oscar responds, his voice thick with emotion that has no name. "But now I understand it's not because the
    universe is being gentle with us. It's because now we know that love, even ours, isn't celestial inevitability. It's a
    choice."

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    a year after his exile, oscar's ship falls apart. he and five of his crew members are left stranded, waiting for death or a miracle to find them. they weren't expecting a band of pirates to rescue them, and oscar certainly wasn't expecting the captain and his first mate to target oscar. as long as he can keep them from discovering the truth, everything should be fine.

    right?

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    oscar's a disgraced prince. max is a pirate captain - an enemy to the crown. and charles would follow him anywhere.

    a lestappiastri pirates au

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