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"Uh huh," Santos said, setting her coffee down on the table. "Okay, boss, I have a very important question. Have you ever kissed Dr Abbot on the mouth?"
Robby stared at her. "Have I... what?"
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14 Feb 2026
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Robby is aware (in one sense) that there’s no doctor named Jack Abbot that works at PTMC. In another sense, Jack is his favorite other doctor in the Pitt and he really wishes that his boyfriend would quit working opposing shifts from his own.
Jack isn’t sure why in his afterlife he started getting pulled into the orbit of one senior attending at the hospital where he died. But if he’s going to haunt the guy, he might as well be useful.
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13 Feb 2026
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Jack messages Robby on Grindr. Not that he knows that.
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10 Feb 2026
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Robby was twenty-five when he kissed a man for the first time. In the bathroom of a bar on a hot night in New Orleans. The kiss is so memorable, so unequalled, he doesn't kiss another man for twenty years.
And then he meets Jack Abbot. A mysterious veteran doctor who starts at PTMC.
Their first meeting is the start of something Robby could never predict.
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09 Feb 2026
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Jack is wearing nothing but the new watch. Sleek and shiny and expensive, sitting perfect against his wrist, glancing off the lamplight every time Jack looks at it. The sight of that watch is going to make his cock fill from now on whenever he checks the time, if this thorough dicking is any indication.
“You’re like—like my sugar daddy or something,” Jack breathes out around a laugh, and he’s not expecting the way Robby moans from deep in his gut. He’s coming inside only a few short seconds later, and Jack’s moaning in surprise and arousal.
...This might be a thing now.
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08 Feb 2026
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Robby sighed, and shook his head, hands scrubbing at his beard. “A wiser man would say that we’re using casual intimacy to hide from the emotional turmoil we should be working out in therapy,” Robby called out as Jack walked out the door.
The other man barked out a laugh. "Yeah, and when you find him, tell him I said hi."
(Or: Robby can't sleep, Jack decides to help. It goes exactly as well as you'd expect.)
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07 Feb 2026
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Jack has a thing for Robby smoking, or just a thing for Robby. Jury is still out on that one.
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06 Feb 2026
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He mutters, "I'm not letting go until you tell me what you're going to do when you've crossed state lines."
"I told you," Robby huffs, "Beer. Hot apple cider. Maybe a chicken pot pie on the porch of some good Samaritan who takes pity on me."
"Yeah? Chicken pot pie?" Jack hums, raising his eyebrows, receiving an affirming nod from the other. "Gonna go on a stereotypical-ass spirit journey? That's what you're going to do, Michael? That's the reason you hugged me like that? Like you were savoring it?"
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And Michael Robinavitch would have gotten away with it, too, if it weren't for Jack Abbot.
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01 Feb 2026
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“You want a massage?”
“I’m fine,” Jack grumbles because he’s grumpy and he feels like punishing his leg no matter how stupid he knows that is.
But Robby knows him inside and out, and just moves in clean past his defenses before Jack can even figure out how he did it. “Why don’t you go lie down on the couch, and I’ll be there in a minute.”
“I’m fine, man,” Jack says, but he knows he’s fucked when Robby ignores him and just starts washing his hands.
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30 Jan 2026
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When Robby showed up on his doorstep with some pretty good beer in tow, well, Jack didn't have the blood sugar reserves needed to stop him from making rash decisions.
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29 Jan 2026
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29 Jan 2026
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A challenge set by the author, for the author, to break out of writer's block. Fics are rough and barely edited, not beta'd, and are meant to be more of a creative exercise than a showcase of literary prowess. But the love of Springsteen is real and serious. Each individual fic is based on lyrics and/or vibes from a specific song, and may be expanded on in the future.
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24 Jan 2026
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The black wedding ring on Jack’s finger is Robby’s, a remnant of their failed marriage. Though they’re no longer married, after PittFest, Jack recognizes Robby’s turmoil because he’d struggled similarly after losing his leg.
Scenes from Jack and Robby’s relationship— coming together, drifting apart, and finding their way back to each other again.
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22 Jan 2026
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Robby sagged a little, another tiny rush of air out. Jack pretended not to notice any of it even as it slid through him, his hypothesis gaining evidence, firming in his mind.
No, Jack didn't think anyone ever touched Robby.
He was going to change that.
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19 Jan 2026
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you make it so easy (to fall so hard) by brunettereader
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Jan 2026
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Ilya knows that, between him and Shane, he's the more affectionate of the two. He's not sure if it's because he's from Europe, where everyone greets each other with a hug and a kiss on the cheek, or if it's because he grew up so starved for love and affection that he can't do anything except show Shane how much he loves him at any chance that he has.
So, yes, he knows that he's the one most likely to kiss Shane on the cheek when he skates by him at practice or come up behind Shane when he's cooking dinner just to wrap his arms around him or fall on top of Shane while he's reading on the couch, desperate to have his skin touching Shane's.
But, Shane… Shane loves Ilya differently. It's quieter. More intentional.
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Or, five times that Shane loved Ilya in his quiet way, and one time that he loved Ilya loudly.
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18 Jan 2026
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Max stands, pacing again, and says, “I mean, what do I do? I can’t tell them I know now. It’s way too late for that.”
“It’s really okay,” Troy says far too optimistically. “It’s not that big of a deal.”
“Yeah, you can say that because you're not the one who heard Ilya tell Shane he misses his slutty little mouth."
Or: The Centaurs' newest rookie speaks Russian. It's too bad that Shane and Ilya don't know that.
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18 Jan 2026
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Every Boston Raider knows that although their captain has a girl in every port, he’s got a soft spot for the one in Montreal. Dr. Shane Hollander knows it’s better to have a semi-regular source of casual sex than try to make a relationship work during residency. Ilya Rozanov knows that the doctor he’s fucking in Montreal is unaware that he plays hockey, and in fact probably thinks he’s Bratva.
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18 Jan 2026
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Fanning the Flames by cjr2
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
11 Dec 2025
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The Voyageurs ask Shane to join FanMail in order to foster a better connection with fans. Internet sleuths start to notice some interesting details in the background of Shane’s videos, and then the internet does...what the internet does.
Or Shane and Ilya are granted an opportunity to come out on their own terms. Sort of. And in they do it in a very Ilya way. (Surprisingly, it is Shane’s idea)
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18 Jan 2026
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rose garden filled with thorns by galactictsukki
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Jan 2026
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“I’m sorry, but my answer is no. Someone else might be willing to switch if you ask.”
“I can’t believe—this is unacceptable! I’m going to call the flight attendant over and get this sorted out right now!”
Flustered and cornered, Shane injects his Captain Voice into the conversation. “Ma’am, I understand that you’re upset, but I paid for this seat and am going to stay here. You’ll have to find someone else willing to change places or just fly with the seat you booked. I’m sorry I couldn’t help you.”
She hisses like a goddamn tea kettle, and starts to say, “You are the most selfish man I’ve ever—” when another voice behind her says, “You are blocking my seat. Move.”
Shane and the woman turn to assess the new arrival. It turns out that his seat partner is well above six feet tall, ripped as hell, and knows how to deliver an excellent bitch face. He’s also the hottest man that Shane has ever seen in real life, including a chance run-in with Jensen Ackles at a Stars game.
Or, still!famous Shane meets non!famous Ilya on a cursed flight from Ottawa to Boston and kind of (totally) falls in love with him at first sight (and first chirp)
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- Part 1 of i love the players, you love the game
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18 Jan 2026
