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  1. Public Bookmark 45

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    Panam thinks about how, not that long ago, V had run her hands over her legs, her thighs. Then Panam thinks of how every fiber of her being wanted more, wanted her back, but she chose instead to be a coward. She chose instead to turn V down. And now all that Panam is left with are what little they have shared in the quiet together: Their tense, shaky breaths in the Basilisk; the sand howling and throwing itself at the trailer walls in the night; the way they bundled together in the intimate warmth of a campfire. Panam thinks, almost miserably, of how V’s body could have been pressed against hers if she hadn’t stopped her then, of how her hands could have been feeling for every curve and crevice on Panam’s skin, her mouth ghosting over Panam’s face and neck in hot, deep breaths. Panam could have taken V’s face in her hands, could have lost herself in her eyes until they melted together on that fucking couch.

    Panam wouldn’t stop her this time, this she knows.


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    (ending spoilers) panam and V: before, during, and after mikoshi.

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    30 Aug 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 15

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    Putting the pieces together isn't the fun of it.

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    03 Jun 2024

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    dear god they're so fucked up and awful. and i don't feel bad in the slightest for ollie. maybe a little for vic he's chill

  3. Rec 80

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    As if to illustrate her point, Santana’s thumb starts stroking the same cheek her palm collided with maybe six hours ago. She nods her head; in no universe is there a good, healthy ending to this. “Yeah,” she just says, because maybe Quinn Fabray’s the only person in the world that can leave her at a loss for words.

     


    Season 2 AU.

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    01 Jun 2024

  4. Rec 24

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    Barbara had been the one to ask, this time. Something had happened with Nightwing, and not in the romantic sense. He had been hurt, or had come close to it. Babs wouldn't open up quite that much, the Bat as heavy in her gaze as in the man himself, but when Dinah punched in at the tower, Babs had poured a finger of whiskey into her own coffee and looked at Dinah with a tilted head. "Team bonding, yay or nay?"

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    26 Apr 2024

  5. Public Bookmark 13

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    Within minutes, Madeline has decided that her brother’s wife being into her isn’t really the worst thing that could happen in the world. In fact, it might play out to her advantage, all things considered. Both of their advantages.

    or: madeline had her plan, and she never forgot about annabel lee.

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    02 Feb 2024