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    lucarozanov

    if shane hollander gets mad at me reading about him getting blasted in the ass then he can check his bank account. i know ilya would be chill with it though

    Luca Haas tries very hard to not let anyone know about his dark (read: embarrassing) past. Unfortunately, the fans are ready to let people know for him.

    Or, Luca used to run a tumblr blog for Hollanov and the internet goes wild.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    “What are you—” Ilya began, but the words died on his tongue. “Holy shit.”

    “I was trying to tell you.” Shane ran a hand through his sweat-damp hair, willing the heat in his cheeks to fade. “I don’t know what happened. It must’ve been some sort of mistake. I didn’t. I mean—”

    “Holy shit,” Ilya repeated, more stunned than before, his gaze sweeping over the room that looked like Cupid himself had thrown up across every square inch of it, and there were many. It was the penthouse suite, after all.

    OR: A hotel mix-up leaves Shane with a decorated room on Valentine's day.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    It happens against Montreal, because of course it does.

    Shane Hollander has accumulated hundreds of penalty minutes across his career, same as every other hockey player, but none have ever been from fighting.

    That is until a bad hit by his former teammates leaves his husband laid out on the ice and a comment that crosses the line has Shane dropping his gloves for the first (and hopefully last) time.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    “You really wouldn’t mind if I had sex with someone else?”

    Ilya does mind. Hearing it said back to him, almost makes him flinch, a sudden and brittle sound right next to his ear that he fails to recoil from in time. But he swallows back the bitter truth and replies, “Of course not. If that is what you want.”

    He waits, sitting on his living room couch, phone pressed painfully against his ear, his other hand gripping his knees till his knuckles blanched. He could feel his own heart rattling behind his ribs, pulse rockingloudly. His mind was an echo of alarm, demanding of him: Why isn't Shane saying anything?

    It was the loudest silence he’s ever lived through, until Shane finally said, “Okay.”

    OR: inspired by the fight in TLG where Ilya tells Shane he can sleep with other men. But this time, Shane actually takes the offer.

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    10 Feb 2026

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    It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.

    — Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
    — (1) Missed Call: Yuna Hollander

    Or: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Shane finds out on Twitter.

    Not from a lawyer or a teammate or even one of the journalists who've been calling nonstop since the FanMail video went viral. He finds out at 6:47 am, still in bed, that Russia is coming for Ilya. Propaganda charges. Passport revocation. Return to the Russian Federation required.

    What follows is weeks of watching everything fall apart. Ilya's career. Their safety. The system that was supposed to protect them. Shane keeps playing while Ilya can't. The lawyers file paperwork and say to wait. Montreal demands silence.

    Shane faces a choice: keep his head down and trust the process, or burn down his career and force the world to pay attention.

    He chooses fire.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    Instead of Shane, it is Ilya who suffers a concussion during the Boston-Montreal game in April 2017. Dazed and agitated, Ilya briefly starts speaking and responding only in Russian and the medics can’t calm him down. Luckily, Shane started studying Russian after Ilya spoke to him in Russian on the phone from Moscow. For no particular reason. Certainly not because he’s fallen in love with Ilya Rozanov.

    In Montreal with lingering concussion symptoms, Ilya is advised not to fly home for a few days, and the hospital won’t release him without assurances that he has someone to stay with him until his symptoms improve. Luckily, Shane conveniently has a condo in Montreal no one knows about and a few days before he has to travel again.

    But Ilya’s symptoms don’t resolve after a few days. Which is okay; Shane can handle it. He can take care of Ilya, study Russian, lead his team into the playoffs, and keep Ilya’s continued presence in Montreal a secret. He can do everything, no problem. He is Shane Hollander after all.

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    A whump fanfiction that is secretly a fix-it.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Lily: U might want to get tested

    Jane: Hilarious. Fuck you.

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    Set in the liminal situationship timeline between episodes 3 and 4.

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Ilya laughed.

    “That bothered you?”

    ”You have no idea. Half the time I use the tiny scraps of information you give me to look them up anyway. But you’re so cryptic. You’re like,” Shane put on a little voice, “‘Ah, we might have a layover in Charlotte, but am not sure, could be Atlanta.’ Infurating.”

    ”Ok, Hollander, I will send you a calendar invite. This is seductive to you, yes?”

    It’s been months since the cottage, and Shane is finally coming to visit Ilya. He hasn’t been back in Boston since the day he ran out the door saying he couldn’t do this. Ilya is spiraling, just a little, not knowing where they stand in this new and fragile thing. Boyfriends, probably. He’s never been someone’s boyfriend before.

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    03 Feb 2026

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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    Harris hadn’t meant to say anything. He hadn’t even realized what he’d said, honestly, until Ilya’s reaction: choking on his beer, eyes bugging out, looking more nervous than Harris had ever seen him look.

    Why couldn’t he have just kept his mouth shut? He was tipsy, and probably a bit too comfortable, but still. He should have known better. He felt like the biggest asshole alive.

    Hold on. Rewind. Start from the beginning.

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    Five times Ilya Rozanov set off Harris Drover's gaydar (and Harris said nothing), + one time Harris completely put his foot in it

    (originally a one-shot, now updated to include a chapter 2/coda)

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    24 Jan 2026

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    “You and Scott,” Ilya says. “What was the fight about?”

    “Nothing serious. Just… shit-talking.”

    But Ilya has insulted Hollander on that ice in every way known to man. He has never gotten that under Hollander’s skin, not in the way he wanted to.

    He wanted to be the person Hollander got angry at. They were supposed to be the rivals. The two of them. Now tabloids were asking him about his rivalry with fucking Scott Hunter of all people.

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    Ilya gets jealous that Shane lost his temper at someone who wasn't him, so he edges Shane about it until he tells him what happened.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    After a massacre of a game, Shane Hollander has nowhere to go with his frustrations— Well, except to Ilya’s, where he’s given some good advice on how to get it all out of his system.

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    Shane is pissed off. Ilya says he’ll feel better if he fucks something (someone).

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    17 Jan 2026

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    “What the fuck?” Shane breathes, and he knows it’s the wrong thing to say when he sees the hurt flicker through Ilya’s eyes in the dark of his room.
    Ilya falters, just for a second. “Problem, Hollander?”
    “No!” Shane is crossing the room in a second and crawling into bed. (He’s still wearing his pants; he never wears his outside clothes in bed.) Ilya is good at hiding his hurt from Shane, but he’s ‘Hollander’ again, he’s not Shane, he’s not baby, he’s not moya lyubov. He’s on his knees between Ilya’s legs. From here, he can hear everything: the wet sounds of Ilya’s fingers sliding in and out, the rustle of the sheets. His entrance is puffy and swollen, slick with lube. There’s a spot on Shane’s comforter, like Ilya was overzealous with the lube, like he wasn’t sure how much to use on himself.

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Vignettes from the era when Johanna Constantine ran with Nick Necro and Zatanna Zatara, and fell disastrously in love with both. Will include the first time the three of them went to bed together. This is backstory for Old Flames Burn Bright and So You Want to Play with Magic..

    This story was inspired by How Hard We Tried, a lovely John Zee and Nick story that I absolutely adored. Go check it out if you haven't yet!

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    20 Sep 2025

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    A (very) extended re-telling of Hellblazer issue #140, starting off identically to the original comics and spiralling in wildly different directions due to the involvement of the Justice League and other wider DC comics characters.

    John Constantine is in trouble. After an attempted exorcism gone wrong, the cops and the London mob are both convinced he's been handing out lethal magic powers to random pub landlords. To clear his name, he has to find out why these landlords have really suddenly started developing the power to kill people with a thought... all whilst dodging the Justice League, who are in town on an investigation of their own.

    First in a series. Enjoy!

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    04 Jun 2025

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    A little girl grows up and discovers that love is both 'the answer' and 'not enough.'

    [Title From "Prophesy" by Eileen Myles]

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    28 Apr 2025

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    “You…” It can’t be that easy. Nothing is ever that easy. She can’t meet his eyes, not under those lowered lashes, not with the heat in his body rising to match what’s already afire in her traitorous cheeks. Instead she addresses his left ear. “And you want me to believe that’d be good enough for you? That that’s all you want?”

    He leans close, both hands on the counter on either side of her. His face, his neck, are too close to her for comfort—but then, it’s not comfort either of them is seeking right now, is it?  “Chère. There ain’t world enough and time for me to list off all what I want.”

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    There are so, so many kinds of sex you can do without skin-to-skin contact. Rogue and Remy try out a couple of those.

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    24 Apr 2024

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    Pure delightful fun

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    After her encounters with Dream of the Endless, Johanna Constantine goes in search of a distraction from her mixed feelings - and finds an ex-lover not far away. She pays a social call that quickly becomes intimate. Thanks to her history with Zatanna Zatara, things swiftly grow complicated. What's a little kinky sex between no-really-we're-exes when you're planning a road trip to Hell? And then things really get interesting when one of Zee's colleagues, Diana of Themyscia, offers to help investigate Dream of the Endless.

    Warning: BDSM, Johanna's masochism, Johanna's self-loathing, people making bad decisions.

    This takes place in the same continuity as my other fic Edge of Dreaming. Chapters 1 through 4 of Edge of Dreaming take place before this fic begins.

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    18 Mar 2023

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    He's a fool for love, always has been, William Pratt or William the Bloody or Spike, it's all the same. But it doesn't have to be. He doesn't have to keep making the same mistake over and over, just because he's dead.

    The Summers girls don't need him, not like he needs them, and that seems like a pretty good reason to get out while the getting's good.

     
    Spike moves to London, figures out how to actually make friends, and gets a flat, a boyfriend, and a probably-sentient pot plant. Not necessarily in that order.

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    05 Sep 2021

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