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1. Forget How to Feel by OneWhoSitsWithTurtles

   Fandoms: Star Wars Episode VII: The Force Awakens (2015), Star Wars Sequel Trilogy  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   05 Oct 2017

   Tags

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   • Armitage Hux/Kylo Ren
   • Armitage Hux
   • Kylo Ren
   • Phasma (Star Wars)
   • Dopheld Mitaka
   • Snoke (Star Wars)
   • Brendol Hux
   • Minor Original Characters - Character
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Drug Use
   • Drug Dependency
   • Enemies to Friends to Lovers
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • Soulmates
   • Soul Bond
   • Force Bond (Star Wars)
   • Falling In Love
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst and Fluff and Smut
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Telepathic Bond
   • Kissing
   • Anal Fingering
   • Anal Sex
   • Shower Sex
   • Dream Sex
   • Emotional/Psychological Abuse
   • (mainly from Brendol and Hux's memories of school)
   • (and the general societal pressures shaming emotions)

   Summary

   Hux grew up being told that feeling emotions was weak and shameful. If he ever wanted to be successful he would need to dispel them or use Sinaffec, a drug that mutes emotions. Now Hux has been appointed General of the First Order and relocated to Starkiller Base. It has been years since he needed Sinaffec to control his emotions but that changes when Snoke's apprentice, Kylo Ren, arrives.

   Ren seems capable of invoking every emotion in Hux - first irritation but then other, deeper emotions Hux refuses to acknowledge. But when Ren starts talking about soul mates and force bonds, Hux can only deny his feelings for so long until his must make a choice: take Sinaffec indefinitely or surrender to his emotions and see where they lead him.

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