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1. I Can Go Anywhere I Want, Just Not Home by Separatist_Apologist

   Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • F/M
   • Complete Work

   27 May 2022

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Elain Archeron/Lucien Vanserra
   • Elain Archeron
   • Lucien Vanserra
   • Azriel (ACoTaR)
   • Feyre Archeron
   • Rhysand (ACoTaR)
   • Helion (ACoTaR)
   • The Lady of the Autumn Court (ACoTaR)
   • Eris Vanserra
   • Pain
   • Broken Bond
   • Breaking the Jedi Code (Star Wars)
   • Emotional Baggage
   • Angst
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • POV Elain Archeron
   • POV Lucien Vanserra
   • Neither of them are nice to each other for vast portions of this fic
   • just as your warning
   • they high key do not like each other
   • and it shows
   • notice as well: eris being a jerk
   • Hate Sex
   • Hate to Love
   • Enemies to Lovers
   • no insta love
   • not even insta-respect
   • insta "i hope you die painfully though"
   • AU "What if Elain broke the bond for Azriel who left her for Gwyn"
   • because I also enjoy chaos
   • Chaos

   Summary

   Elain Archeron is choosing for herself, even if makes everyone else angry. What she wants is Azriel, and she'll break the Cauldron-blessed mating bond to have it. Determined to have things her way, Elain doesn't consider what might happen when Azriel finds his own mate.
   Or who he might choose in return.

   Forced on a new path, Elain will have to confront the destiny the Cauldron laid out for her and decide if love isn't just something you choose for yourself.

    

   OR: Elain breaks the mating bond for Azriel, who leaves her for Gwyn and the chaos that ensues.

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