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1. I won't Smile (But I'll Show you my Teeth) by ILoafButter

   Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)  

   • Explicit
   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   24 Apr 2023

   Tags

   • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
   • John "Soap" MacTavish/Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • John "Soap" MacTavish
   • John Price (Call of Duty)
   • Major Sheppard (Call of Duty)
   • Kyle "Gaz" Garrick
   • Task Force 141 Ensemble
   • Soap's Journal - Character
   • Gary "Roach" Sanderson
   • Original Characters
   • Original Female Character(s)
   • Original Male Character(s)
   • Cotards Delusion
   • Unhealthy Relationships
   • Dead Dove: Do Not Eat
   • Stalker Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Autistic Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Schizophrenic Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley is Bad At Feelings
   • Top Simon "Ghost" Riley
   • Bottom John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Hurt John "Soap" MacTavish
   • Some Plot
   • Mission Fic
   • Heavy Angst
   • AU
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • (Pinching and Scratching)
   • Autistic Meltdown
   • Animal Death
   • Animal Abuse
   • Animal Gore
   • Blood and Gore
   • Implied/Referenced Homophobia
   • Homophobic Language
   • (f slur used)
   • Hallucinations
   • Gustatory Hallucinations
   • Kleptomania
   • Fights
   • Arguing
   • Dubious Consent Due To Identity Issues
   • Mildly Dubious Consent Hand Job
   • Light Sadism
   • Light Masochism
   • Smut
   • Anal Sex
   • Anal Fingering
   • Anal
   • Spit As Lube
   • lube as lube
   • safe sex
   • (didnt know i could write that)
   • Hook-Up
   • Friends With Benefits
   • (gone wrong)
   • Rimming
   • Age Difference
   • Blow Jobs
   • Love Bites
   • Bruises
   • Biting
   • Scent Kink
   • Hand Jobs
   • call of booty
   • The Plot Holes Give It Room To Breath
   • Simon "Ghost" Riley Has Cotard's Delusion

   Summary

   “I’m dead”

   Soap blinked blankly before laughing dryly. “Yeah right… *Ghost*”

   Ghost’s hand stuttered where it pulled his cigarette from his lips, shaking his head faintly. “No, I died July 22nd 2007, I am not alive”

   Soap sucked on his teeth, furrowing his brow as he stared at the man. “But, that's not possible, I mean, your standing right there”

   or

   Ghost assists the 141 on a mission, Soap has an unfortunate hookup, a beloved pet loses their livelihood and Soap figures out how fucked up a single person can be. :)

   or

   the cotards fic

    

   Now in русский here translated by Gay_Lover!

    

   Now with art by NotSkvaderpie!

   Series

   • Part 1 of But I Settle for a Ghost

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