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Stare Into My Soul

Summary:

Seokjin has always been aware that he is good-looking. Stares from strangers are not unusual to him every time he walks, but one stare has caught his attention. It's from Min Yoongi.

Notes:

rewriting this fic (also finished it) for reparations 🙇‍♀️

Chapter 1: The Stare Across the Studio

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Seokjin has always been aware that he’s good-looking.

It’s not arrogance. It’s simple fact. He’s lived with it long enough to see how the world reacts before he even opens his mouth. Aunties smile at him on the street. Strangers offer him free drinks when he doesn’t ask. People gravitate toward him in any room he walks into—especially in school. Especially now, in college.

It doesn’t always feel like a blessing.

Sometimes it feels like an expectation he didn’t choose. Like being told he’s already something before he’s had a chance to become anything.

Especially here—in architecture—where he wants to be known for his ideas, not just his face.

The architecture building at Haneul University is a six-story fortress of glass and concrete that buzzes with ambition. Seokjin had imagined it romantic—he’d dreamed about drafting rooms and night studios, the smell of coffee and chipboard in the air, late critiques filled with deep questions about space and light and form.

In reality, it smells like stress and glue.

And it’s much harder than he expected.

But he’s stubborn. So he shows up every day, early when he can, with sharpened pencils and sleeves rolled up and a polite smile in place. He listens. He works. He tries. And he pretends he doesn’t notice the way some of his blockmates still talk to his face like it’s the most impressive thing about him.

Until one morning, he notices a stare.

Not the usual kind. Not one that flicks up, assesses, and flicks away.

This stare lingers.


It’s the first week of the semester. Orientation has passed, studio desks are still being claimed—territories marked by masking tape, cluttered cups, and boxes of model scrap. Seokjin steps into Studio 3A with a roll of trace paper under his arm and a coffee still too hot to drink.

He’s halfway through the door when he feels it.

A stare.

It cuts sharp across the room—not unfriendly, not even particularly intense. Just… present. Quietly insistent.

He follows it.

Two rows over, hunched over a sketchpad, sits someone Seokjin hasn’t really noticed before.

He’s dressed plainly—dark hoodie, black cap, sleeves pushed up to the elbows, one foot hooked around the rung of his stool. A mechanical pencil is tucked behind his ear. His hands move over the paper like he’s writing music instead of drawing floorplans.

And he’s staring.

Not pretending. Not subtle.

Their eyes meet.

The boy doesn’t blink.

Seokjin does.

When he glances back, the boy’s already returned to his sketch. Like he’d just needed to confirm something.

Seokjin sits down slowly, unsettled in a way he can’t explain.


He finds out the boy’s name during the roll call.

 “Min Yoongi,” the professor says.

Yoongi raises a hand without looking up.

Of course. Seokjin has heard the name—quietly, in corners. Top of their entrance batch. Legendary with spatial reasoning. Rumored to have built his own laser cutter in high school. A few of the girls in studio whisper about how intense he is, how “cool,” in that strange and intimidating way.

Now that Seokjin knows, he can’t seem to unnotice him.

He’s not loud. He’s not flashy.

But he’s always there.

He works fast, clean, precise. His boards are brutally minimalist. His lines are confident. He doesn’t speak unless spoken to.

But he watches.

And when Seokjin catches him doing it again—midway through site analysis presentation—Yoongi doesn’t flinch. Doesn’t look away.

It’s like he’s sketching Seokjin with his eyes.

And it unnerves Seokjin more than he cares to admit.


The studio is a living organism—everyone staking out their space, settling into patterns, building small rituals.

Seokjin quickly earns a reputation as someone who’s easy to work with. He’s fast with foam cutters, good at presentation slides, and keeps an emergency kit of painkillers and fabric band-aids in his drawer. People like him. Professors smile at him. Studio assistants ask him to help first-years.

He’s doing everything right.

But he keeps catching Yoongi watching him like none of it matters.

Not in a mocking way. Not in a critical way.

Just... watching.

Like Seokjin is a structure under analysis. A puzzle to solve.

“Don’t look now,” Taehyung whispers to him one day during critique. “But Min Yoongi is totally staring at you again.”

“I know,” Seokjin mutters.

“You okay?”

Seokjin taps his pen on his sketchbook. “Just trying to figure out if he hates me or wants to borrow my blood for some weird architectural ritual.”

Taehyung hums. “Plot twist: he’s in love with you.”

Seokjin rolls his eyes.

But the thought lingers.


Two weeks in, the professor announces a paired exercise.

A week-long model challenge—partnered groups to develop a scale sectional study of a theoretical hillside house. All students groan. Seokjin braces himself to be paired with one of the loud boys who never brings their own tools.

Instead, the professor calls, “Kim Seokjin, Min Yoongi—you’ll be together.”

Seokjin’s head snaps up.

Yoongi looks unmoved. But when their eyes meet, Seokjin swears—swears—he sees a flicker of something in Yoongi’s gaze. Not surprise.

Recognition.

They don’t speak for the first half hour.

Yoongi sets up neatly. Seokjin adjusts his station. They trade glances over the design brief, working in silence.

Until Yoongi finally says, “Do you want to start with massing or circulation?”

His voice is low. Calm.

“Circulation,” Seokjin replies.

Yoongi nods once.

And just like that—they begin.


Working with Yoongi is like learning a new language.

He doesn’t ask obvious questions. Doesn’t explain what he’s doing. But he listens. And when Seokjin points out a contradiction in his floorplate layers, Yoongi doesn’t argue—he just adjusts.

They work late that first night. The studio empties around them. Seokjin starts to understand Yoongi’s rhythm—the way he taps his pencil twice before a major cut, the way he layers bass-heavy jazz in his headphones when he’s modeling.

“Why this song?” Seokjin asks at one point, motioning toward Yoongi’s phone. “Feels like I’m in a noir film.”

Yoongi glances over. “Helps me focus.”

“Does it work?”

Yoongi smirks faintly. “You’re still talking to me, aren’t you?”

Seokjin bites back a grin.

Okay. Maybe this won’t be so bad.


Halfway through the week, Seokjin cuts his thumb trying to bevel a piece of chipboard.

It’s nothing serious—but he curses loud enough to make Yoongi look up.

“You okay?” Yoongi asks, already standing.

“Yeah, just—ugh. Rookie mistake.”

“Let me see.”

Seokjin raises a brow. “You a medic now?”

But he lets Yoongi take his hand.

Yoongi doesn’t flinch at the blood. Just pulls out a band-aid from his pencil case—neatly folded into a paper pouch, like it’s something he prepared. He wraps it with steady fingers.

“You do this often?” Seokjin asks.

Yoongi doesn’t look up. “I don’t like when things get messy.”

“I’m pretty messy,” Seokjin admits.

“I noticed,” Yoongi murmurs.

It shouldn’t sound fond.

But it does.


By the fourth night, Seokjin’s brain is mush.

He’s hunched over a baseplate, eyes sore, glue smudged on his cheek. Yoongi is still going strong, hands precise, expression unreadable.

Seokjin leans back and groans. “I think I just fell in love with this glue gun.”

Yoongi doesn’t look up. “I think that’s illegal.”

Seokjin snorts. “Only in some countries.”

Pause. Then—

“You’re weird,” Yoongi says.

“You’ve said that before.”

“I meant it both times.”

But he’s smiling. Barely. Almost.

Seokjin doesn’t know why it makes his chest feel like it’s filled with helium.


They finish the model on Friday.

It’s rough in places, but ambitious. Organic. Full of mistakes they learned from together.

When they present it the next day, the professor nods approvingly.

“I like the circulation,” she says. “And the sectional light play. Good collaboration.”

Seokjin thanks her. Yoongi stays quiet, as usual.

After, they pack up in silence.

Yoongi hands him a note. Folded, scrawled in all caps.

GOOD WORK.
YOU THINK LOUD.
I LIKE IT.

Seokjin folds the note, tucks it into his sketchbook.

When he looks up, Yoongi is already walking away.


That night, Seokjin lies in bed, eyes on the ceiling, replaying the week.

Yoongi’s voice. His quiet steadiness. The way he stares without flinching.

It’s not the kind of attention Seokjin is used to.

It’s something else.

Something slower. Deeper.

Something he might want to keep learning how to read.

And Yoongi’s stare?

It still lingers.