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make for me a soft universe (and now i know what love feels like)

Summary:

“So whose idea was this, then? Yours or mine?”

“Well, yours initially, but I suggested we use the potion.”

For DBDA Potions Week Day 2: Amnesia Potion

Notes:

So excited Potion Week is here! I haven’t prepared too much for it in advance because time sort of got away from me, but I want to make something happen for at least a few of the prompts! So I do have this little snippet for Day 2’s prompt (amnesia potion). :D I wish it were longer but hopefully the vibes are there nonetheless!

For this one, it’s a post-canon scenario where Edwin & Charles have been happily together for a while when Charles brings up how he’d love to experience things with Edwin for the first time again. So Edwin devises a way to make it happen, and brews a temporary amnesia potion for Charles to take. Edwin’s reminded Charles they’re together, of course, but everything else feels new to him.

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“So whose idea was this, then? Yours or mine?”

“Well, yours initially, but I suggested we use the potion.”

“God, I love your brain. Have I said that before? Do I tell you enough?”

“You tell me all the time.”

“Good. ‘Cos it’s true. You’re brilliant.” He gets settled on the bed, watching Edwin slowly and methodically get undressed. Charles bites his lip and grins, flushed and staring appreciatively. “Do you always take this long?”

“Quite often, darling. Are you impatient for me?”

Charles gives him a long onceover. “Maybe a bit. Seeing you like it’s the first time and all… I know it’s not, but—feels like it is. I’m—bloody hell. It’s not even our anniversary? It’s just a random day?”

“Hmm. You can wait a few more ticks, I think.”

“Can I? You’ve got so many buttons. Who has so many buttons?”

“Yes, you say that all the time, as well…”

By the time Edwin gets down to shirtsleeves and socks and sock garters, Charles is squirming. “Can’t believe you look like this under all that, love. Fuck.” He laughs at himself a little, tipping his head back into the pillows. “Sorry. Probably sound ridiculous, mooning over you…”

But Edwin steps towards the bed, bends over him to cup Charles’ cheek. Charles leans up to meet him, presses into the touch. “You sound nothing of the sort,” he says, smiling. “Hearing that you… desire me… is never anything short of lovely, Charles.”

He kisses Charles, then, their lips meeting easily, and Charles melts into it, mouth welcoming Edwin’s tongue to taste and a moan muffled between them.

“Oh,” Charles murmurs, his eyes still heavy-lidded when Edwin draws away. He tugs at the unbuttoned front of Edwin’s shirt, as if to keep him close, a soft sound stuck in his throat. “Careful, love. I need that, don’t I?”

“You do,” Edwin tells him, “and I give it to you all you like.”

“Yeah?” Charles says—delighted. “You kiss me all the time? How do we get anything done?”

Notes:

Honestly I probably won’t continue this, but I just love the idea of this sort of in-between space for Charles where he’s been reminded of the most important bits but gets to discover the rest all over again. He gets the experience of a first time again while knowing it’s all assured, and Edwin already knows everything he likes. Charles is so curious - and he gets to ask all sorts of questions and be increasingly giddy and pleased to learn that Edwin knows the answers. Knows him. Loves him. Indulges him. And Charles gets to be reminded that everything they’re doing that he loves, he already has; it’s already his. When the potion wears off he’ll remember the countless moments they’ve shared just like this one, and know that not only was none of it fleeting, but there’s more where it came from, just stretching out into forever. All the love he could want.

“Soft Universe” by AURORA always reminds me of the love and safety and warmth Edwin brought to Charles in the attic and thereafter and how they create this afterlife together where it’s so clear how much they care for each other, and it’s a kinder existence they have together than what they had in life, apart. Just… “speak to me, speak to me with love in your words / make for me, make for me a soft universe” 😭

Anyway, I’ll stop rambling now that the notes are officially longer than the snippet… thank you so much for reading!!! I’d love to know what you thought - I love sharing with you and hearing from you, and I feel so very grateful for our fandom. <3

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