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1. Goodbye, Shane by Kitkatexistskindamaybe for Sapphic_terror, broccolicheddarchicken

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Not Rated
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   29 Jan 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike/Jackie Pike
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jackie Pike
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Suicide
   • Suicide Notes
   • Implied/Referenced Suicide
   • Angst
   • Hurt No Comfort
   • Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence
   • Established Relationship
   • Secret Relationship
   • Relationship Reveal
   • Heavy Angst
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Depressed Shane Hollander
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Book 6: The Long Game (Game Changers)
   • POV Hayden Pike
   • The Bad Timeline
   • This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things
   • Letters
   • Overdosing

   Summary

   Hayden,

   I know you'll probably be the first person to check on me. I'm so sorry you have to find me like this, I'm so sorry I couldn't give you my explanation in person, but I can't do this anymore. I can't live in this world where not even hockey makes sense because nothing makes sense without him.

   or, Ilyas plane goes down and he doesn't survive. Shane can't cope.

   TRIGGER WARNINGs: Suicide and overdosing

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