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1. We Didn't Even Kiss... So I Kissed Him Instead by purplepenguin87

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

   • Mature
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   14 Feb 2026

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike
   • Shayden - Relationship
   • Shane Hollander & Hayden Pike & Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike & Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Hayden Pike
   • Jackie Pike
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Angst
   • Subdrop
   • POV Shane Hollander
   • POV Ilya Rozanov
   • POV Hayden Pike
   • shayden - Freeform
   • Confusion
   • Good Friend Hayden Pike
   • Protective Hayden Pike
   • Bisexual Hayden Pike
   • Jealous Ilya Rozanov
   • Possessive Ilya Rozanov
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander
   • Anxious Shane Hollander
   • Hurt Shane Hollander
   • Sub Shane Hollander
   • Shane Hollander in Subdrop
   • Sexual Experimentation
   • Panic Attacks
   • Angry Shane Hollander
   • no threesomes
   • shane just wants to be loved
   • why can't Ilya open up
   • Hayden can open up
   • Hayden finds Shane after the Vegas "we didn't even kiss" moment
   • confusion ensues as they try to figure things out
   • Hayden Pike is a good guy
   • Happy Ending
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Hollanov - Freeform
   • shane finally gets a backbone
   • ... but it doesn't last obviously
   • Shane Hollander Walks Ilya Rozanov Like A Dog

   Summary

   Shane knew himself well enough to admit it, there were real feelings there. Complicated, messy, painful feelings.

   And despite everything, despite the rejection, the distance, the confusion, he still craved him.

   Craved the intimacy.

   Craved the softness he had seen in flashes but never fully received.

   Why couldn’t Ilya open up like this?

   Why couldn’t he just… talk to him?

   Because this, this right here with Hayden, was easy.

   Shane looked at Hayden and couldn’t believe how natural it felt.

   Why was it so hard to be like this with Ilya?

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   OR: Hayden finds Shane after the MLH Awards in Vegas where Ilya left him sub dropped and hurting. Hayden makes Shane feel better, and then things get complicated. Ilya's jealousy soars. He pushed Shane right into Hayden's arms, now he's fighting for him back.

   *No threesomes, some Shayden and Hollanov action - gets a bit messy but don't worry it should all end well

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   English

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   Chapters:

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