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1. give me back my boyhood, it was mine first by ColorMeBlue17

   Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   10 Mar 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander
   • Ilya Rozanov
   • Original Characters
   • Galina Molchalina
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
   • Married Shane Hollander/Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander Loves Ilya Rozanov
   • Shane Hollander Walks Ilya Rozanov Like A Dog
   • Role Reversal
   • Aftercare
   • Explicit Consent
   • Therapy
   • Ilya Rozanov Loves Shane Hollander

   Summary

   After several years of marriage, Shane and Ilya love their life together. Ilya's trauma starts to present itself in ways that he didn't expect. He goes to therapy about it, and realizes that there are times he wants to hand over the control, decision making, and power to his husband. The two of them discover new ways to find safety in what they need.

   Language:

   English

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   Chapters:

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