All Over Me: I've Got A Bad Feeling (About This)
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May is sitting at home cursing her lack of a social life, when her mom's phone rings. Suddenly, she's glad that she's home after all.
--The One where Buck needs help this time, AKA "The One That Got Away" AU--
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- Part 3 of It's All Fine
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Buck almost felt like he should be grateful.
He wasn’t the first person for it to happen to. And a lot of the stories he had heard about those first people were far worse.
Horror stories had plagued the news of people blacking out and waking up on a cold metal table. They were poked and prodded and cut into. The pain, they said, was unimaginable.
Then, they would wake up in their beds. Traumatized.
And pregnant with their own clone.
OR: Aliens abduct and impregnate Buck, and his family helps him through it—Eddie most of all.
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23 Aug 2025
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(M=reproductive & mental health issues)
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“Buck, that’s not fair -”
“It’s plenty fair! I am not a child! I do not need to be coddled or made fun of like I was the class clown! I am not your fucking golden retriever that you can just pat on the head and send off with a treat. All I wanted was to be talked to. To have someone to just listen and let me listen in turn but all of you –” He twirled on his heel and almost toppled over. “- pushed me away, told me I was too much. That I was exhausting.”
Weeks have gone by and life is returning to normal for everyone but Buck. As much as he tries, he can't move on. And then one day, all it takes is just one off handed comment to send him right over the edge. He's had enough of this shit and he's gonna let everyone know just that.
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the pain will leave you once it's done teaching you by fruitsdoesnotknow
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Apr 2024
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“Hi, I’m Buck, a firefighter with the 136,” for now, the thought crashes through Buck, leaving a sour taste in his mouth. “Uh, you’re both welcome to take a tour with us, if you’d like.” Buck awkwardly scratches at his neck, running a hand through his hair, unsure what else to do, and it spurs the man in front of him to take a large step forward up to Buck’s bed.
“Eddie,” he says, thrusting a hand to him, and Buck reaches over without a second thought. His whole palm feels electric, it smarts and carries the touch of Eddie, Eddie, that Buck feels it completely. He has no idea what’s happening to him. “Edmundo Diaz, but just Eddie though, uh, no one calls me Edmundo. Right. I’m a new nurse here, at Cedars-Senai. Oh –”
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When Daniel Buckley lives a little longer, Evan Buckley dies a little more. And this is how Eddie Diaz saves him, a little later on.
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25 Aug 2025
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(M=graphic depiction of negative mental health issues)
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Buck has something to say to the Diazes and finds an unconventional way to go about it.
(Occurs between seasons 4 & 5)
Word Count: 8,410
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