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    At seven years old, Frankie Langdon hates hospitals — he thinks they’re yuck and the chemo makes his mouth taste like metal.

    (Or, the drugs in Langdon’s locker weren’t benzos).

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    After the longest season of his career, Ilya retreats to the cottage with Shane, expecting rest, recovery, and a month of stolen peace. Instead, exhaustion lingers. Small things feel wrong. And the body that has always carried him through pain begins to falter in ways he can’t explain.

    As concern grows and outside eyes begin to notice, the life Ilya and Shane have carefully built—careers, borders, futures—starts to feel fragile. When a medical crisis shatters their summer before answers arrive, love is no longer something they protect quietly. It becomes something they fight with.

    A story about what happens when the body speaks before you’re ready to listen, and the people who refuse to let you face it alone.

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      This feels like such an intimate view into a race with something that can't fully be defined and the joy that comes with finally reaching the other side.

      The character development grabbed me by the heart and didn't let go the entire time. The ending felt like a weight off my chest and I wanted to be able to join that crowd in cheering. Absolutely Stunning, I'll be thinking about this for a long time

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      A rookie's bad hit sends Ilya into the boards during the Boston-Montreal game. Shane's three weeks of broken Russian are barely enough to calm him down, but it's something.

      But when the scans reveal something much worse, Shane and Ilya have to figure out how to be there for each other in ways totally unforeseen.

      Or: nothing like facing mortality for two idiots in love to be honest about how they really feel!

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    Shane Hollander was one of the best, if not the best, hockey players in the world. So when he collapsed on the ice during a game and was threatened with losing the rest of his season, he knew what he had to do.

    Ilya Rozanov only realized that Shane Hollander was something he had to lose after he almost lost him. He won't make that mistake again.

    AKA: Shane gets diagnosed with cancer. He is still determined to win the Stanley Cup. Ilya Rozanov is down so bad for Shane Hollander. He doesn't know Shane has Cancer. No one does.

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    The first thing Dennis hears every morning is the sound of the grease trap hissing in the shop below, then feels his four-year-old son wriggling deeper into his ribs, like he wants to crawl back into Dennis’ shriveled old sack of a uterus.

    He’s not sure which one wakes him first.

    (Or, Whitaker is a struggling single dad, an MS4 who is about to graduate and crushing on two old men).

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    After the tsunami, Buck moves in with Eddie, determined to help Christopher through the nightmares that follow. Somewhere between midnight talks and quiet mornings, they cross the line from friendship to something else—but Buck learns too late that they’re not on the same page.

    One heated argument about what they are, combined with Buck’s discrimination complaint against the LAFD, shatters the fragile thing they’d built. Now they’re not speaking, and Buck’s left wondering if he’s lost Eddie for good.

    But when life-altering news drops into his lap, Buck is forced to decide—will he reach for Eddie, or let the distance between them become permanent?

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    “How long has this been here?” Shane asked.

    Ilya frowned. “What?”

    “This,” Shane said, pressing gently.

    Ilya flinched, more surprised than hurt. He twisted awkwardly, reaching back, fingers searching. “I don’t feel anything.”

    “You don’t feel that?” Shane asked. His voice sounded wrong to his own ears.

    Ilya sighed, irritation creeping in. “You’re poking me. Of course I feel that.”

    “Ilya.”

    “It’s probably nothing,” Ilya said, already pulling away, sitting up. “Muscle knot. I don’t know.”

     

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    Ilya is used to surviving alone. Shane won’t let him. When illness forces their lives to change overnight, they learn what marriage really means. Not in vows, but in the relentless decision to stay.

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    “Well, that’s what you are, right? My subconscious talking to me? That’s what my aunt says dreams are, but it’s kinda weird that my subconscious hasn’t seen the ocean before since I’ve been around the ocean my entire life.”

     

    “What? No! I’m--I’m not your subconscious, I’m your--” Keith starts, but he slams his lips together in a tight lock, then looks at the waves, while Lance sits up taller and leans in closer to him.

    “My what?”

    “Just--!” Keith starts, getting frustrated and pinching the bridge of his nose. “I’m real, okay? We’re not--this isn’t--we’re having a shared dream.”

    Lance never thought he had a soulmate, but when he finds himself dreaming about a boy on Varadero Beach and in a southwestern desert, he learns they have an incredibly rare soul link–-one that allows them to form an unusually strong bond before they meet, but also exposes their greatest vulnerabilities to each other.

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    Welcome to Whumptober! This is a series of thirty-one, stand-alone fics about the people in House MD being hurt because I love to torture them.

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    Sixteen years after the world didn't end for the last time, Max Mayfield showed up on Steve’s doorstep and said, “You gonna walk me down the aisle in May or what?” Or, it’s 2002 and Steve Harrington attends a wedding, a funeral, and a birth.

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    The Quiet Fight was survival.
    After the Fight was aftermath.
    The Life We Build is legacy.

    With retirement on the horizon, Ilya and Shane are trying to build a future beyond the ice. But the world hasn’t softened. Old hate resurfaces, a long-dormant fear returns, and just as they begin the fragile process of starting a family, everything fractures again.

    This time, the fight isn’t about staying alive. It’s about choosing what comes next.

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    Sam needs to find a way home before it’s too late, and there’s no way she’ll be staying in this universe if she can help it.

    For now she’ll be avoiding the little array of vigilantes in this city, she has hunting to do.

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    Sherlock gets cancer and Mycroft stays with him till the end.

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    “I’m going to die soon.”
    Daichi looked up from his reading at Suga’s sudden words.
    “What?”
    “I said I’m going to die soon,” he repeated calmly.
    The setter, who was lying on his back on the bed, rolled over onto his side and looked down at where Daichi was sitting on the floor. Daichi set down his book beside him. Suga gave him a small smile. Daichi frowned.
    “Don’t say that.”
    “Why not? Because it’s true?” When Daichi didn’t reply, Suga reached out and tousled his hair. “I’m sorry. I know it’s hard for you to hear me say things like that. But it helps me come to terms with it. Do you understand?”
    Daichi closed his eyes and sighed. “I do.”
     
    When Suga is diagnosed with cancer, it takes everything in Daichi's power to accept that within the year his best friend would no longer be alive. So when he is presented with Suga's bucket list, Daichi does everything in his power to make Suga's last six request come true.

    Now available to read in multiple languages (see Chapter 2 for links)

    Please do not translate or repost any of my fics without my permission

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    “You won’t leave me, right?” Harry’s voice was small against his chest.

    Severus pressed a trembling hand to the back of his head. “Never.”

    Abandoned by the Dursleys, Harry finds solace in Snape’s care, a home he never imagined. But when his illness returns, even the strongest love is tested against the limits of life itself.

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    Harry should have come out and met someone when he was younger. He should have seen a doctor about the pain in his hip while youth was still on his side. Now, he's made his peace with dying young, but maybe not with dying alone.

    Draco should have got the Kiss. He should have died in Azkaban decades ago. Instead, guards throw him in a Ministry lift with a dying man who could stand to live a little.

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    A rookie's bad hit sends Ilya into the boards during the Boston-Montreal game. Shane's three weeks of broken Russian are barely enough to calm him down, but it's something.

    But when the scans reveal something much worse, Shane and Ilya have to figure out how to be there for each other in ways totally unforeseen.

    Or: nothing like facing mortality for two idiots in love to be honest about how they really feel!

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