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    Just re-watched this gem of a movie, which came out not long after I had. I'd moved to a new city and was reading the book on my phone on the bus and living in a tiny studio apartment, feeling pretty gay and going to the movies by myself to see it. Watching it 7 years later, the ending feels more perfect than it did when I first saw it. Cheers to little queer past me who had the courage to feel, to hit "detonate" and get the freedom that led me to my wife.

    Maybe more to come? We won't finish until everyone comes.

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    What if Esti had a secret she never told Ronit?

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    4/?
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    Esti finds Ronit a year later.

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    Following a sad news, Ronit Krushka traveled to London to visit his family after more than three years. Ronit returns with bitterness, sadness, and anger. Every time she returns to her hometown, memories resurface. Meanwhile, Esti Kuperman tries to enjoy her new life outside the Jewish community.

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    2/?
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    It's been years since Ronit left a pregnant Esti who was then leaving her husband.

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    The Rav has just died. Esti is living in London with Dovid. She calls a Shul in New York.

    Ronit is happy. Very happy, by her standards. But something feels...off.

    Picks up a little before the movie starts, and bounces around all over their timeline.

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    6/?
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    What if Ronit left for New York the same night that she and Esti had THAT fight? What if she never found out about Esti's pregnancy. This super short story starts four years after that night. Will they find each other again?

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    2/?
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    The friends meet together for a house warming party, and decided to play a game of "Never Have I Ever" to get to know each other better.

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    This story begins somewhere in the last part of the film, before Esti discovered she was pregnant.
    It's how I imagine things could have happened. I hope you enjoy it, and please leave your comments :)

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    Chapters:
    9/9
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    After leaving Madrid to live in America, Zulema Zahir decides to return, after ten years away, to her hometown to pay one last tribute to her father, the well-liked rabbi of the city's Jewish community. However, this also means she has to come to terms with some unfinished business of her past. Those business have a specific name and face: a blondie woman named Macarena who's still in Zulema's mind even after all these years apart.

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    1/2
    Comments:
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    "Everybody wants you
    Everybody wonders what it would be like to love you"

     

    From the moment Esti Kuperman met Ronit Krushka she knew her life would never be the same. A wildfire, from her infectious laugh, disheveled hair, and penchant for mischief, everything about the girl screamed “stay back” but instead Esti fell.

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    Short scenes picking up from where the film ended. Ronit and Esti stay connected and eventually reunite in New York.

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    1/1
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    Christine Palmer and Melina Vostokoff grew up as childhood friends and lovers. But after a tragedy, Christine doesnt lose hope to see her lover once again and make her remember their past and rekindle their love.

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    one-shot.

    i wrote this back in 2018. most probably right after i'd watched the film, which is a masterpiece, by the way. i'm always a messy puddle of feels and existential crises after a good movie or book — which might explain the whole unpolished feel this work has.

    it's really more of a vent than a fic.

    stay home and stay safe. i hope this makes for a good read. (published 5th april 2020)

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    Not so long ago, lesbian characters were almost invisible in movies and on television, but things have changed a lot and the times of lesbian subtext are (almost) over. I thought that's worth a music video and chose the hymn of gay people in the 1920ies in Berlin. It was written by Spoliansky/Schwabach (1921), and Jeremy Lawrence wrote an English version of the song in the 1990ies. Both songs are performed by Ute Lemper.

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    Just like it says in the tin: five little snippets of Esti and Ronit's relationship before Ronit left.

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    English
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    Comments:
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    11
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    A sequel to 'Disobey'.

    [Rated ‘Underage’ for Chapter 6]

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    50/?
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    A number of one shots inspired by songs.

    Language:
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    3/?
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    61
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    4
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    the person on the other end of the line, the mysterious and desperate stranger that you had previously imagined attempting contact, is a stranger no more. no, the person calling you from a payphone is

    esti.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    181
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    16
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