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    “And this is Edward Munson. Our resident rockstar who likes to sniff his way to Heaven, and very nearly got there.”

    “Actually I injected. No sniffing involved.” he said, obnoxiously snorting his nose and wiping it with his finger. “And I keep telling you, that was an accident.”

    Or...Eddie is sent to New Havens Correctional following a drug related...accident. Whilst trying to recover and get a handle on his addictions, Eddie makes new friends and finds he is not the only one battling demons. He also finds someone he never expected and very quickly cannot live without. Steve helps Eddie navigate his emotions, his recovery and their relationship, while trying to cope with his own struggles.

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    Gojo passes out during training.

    His friends start to notice things they should’ve noticed a while ago.

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    Things haven’t been the easiest on Buck since losing Bobby, when he finds himself back in a position that only Bobby himself has saved him from before, there’s only one logical person for him to call for help.

    Tommy.

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    “Tommy… You’re here?”

    “You called. Do you want to get out of here?”

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    Shane Hollander has a 487-game ironman streak. He doesn't miss games. He doesn't miss practices. He doesn't lie to the people he loves.

    Then a hit takes everything, and a small white pill gives it back. Gives back the ability to exist without wanting to crawl out of his own skin. The ability to pick up the phone when Ilya calls and sound like a person.

    The first pill is prescribed. The second is justified. The tenth is necessary. The ones after that are none of your business.

    He's not an addict.

    He's managing.

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    Yuuri just defeated Yurio in the Hot Springs on Ice event. He has everything he wants: Viktor, his family, and his friends are all showing him love and support. However, things aren't as perfect as they appear. Before the season starts, Yuuri has to figure out his theme of love more seriously, but how can he do that if he's struggling to even love himself?

    Healing takes time. Learning patience, forgiveness, and hope take time, too. Yuuri struggles with his own demons, and upon beginning a relationship with Viktor Nikiforov, realizes that he needs to get himself help. But does Viktor have his own problems?

    A fic where Yuuri and Viktor struggle to understand each other's mental illnesses and find the silver lining in all the pain.

    Updates on Mondays:)

    Title inspired by a poem by Oves Anwar https://www.poemhunter.com/poems/silver/page-1/2551/64

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    It was getting bad again.

     

    Title from "Build It Better" by Aron Wright

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    It had become such a natural, voluntary habit that Mel started to question herself. Was she getting addicted too?
    She kept telling herself she could stop whenever she wanted. But she never did.

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    By some awful scorn from the universe Angel Dust is pregnant. To make matters worse it’s Valentino’s. He knows what he should do. He doesn’t think he gets a choice, but Husk thinks he might.

    (Basically back to back angst and trauma of Angel dealing with a pregnancy from his abuser and trying to navigate parenthood in impossible circumstances.)

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    he takes the pills during the MVA.
    doesn't throw them up. doesn't tell anyone.
    just swallows it down like it's nothing - like he hasn't done this before.

    (he has. he knows exactly how this ends. but that doesn't stop him.)

    starts at 7x05 with a major canon divergence from 7x09.
    slow collapse. quiet relapse.
    painkillers, guilt, and the kind of unraveling you can hide under your scrubs.

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    18 year old Rio Vidal is top of her class - she's quiet and extremely smart. One day after school, Rio and her best friend sneak into a local bar, only to find one of Westview Academy’s professors and a woman sitting besides her. After a brief encounter with the woman, Rio can’t seem to get her out of her mind. And when a new, very familiar, literature teacher arrives in January with a sharp tongue, Rio's fascination turns into obsession.

    Agatha Harkness knows better. But there’s something about Rio that captivates her. As essays turn into coded messages and detentions become excuses to be alone, their secret spirals into something possessive, manipulative, and all-consuming. Power shifts. Boundaries blur. And in the shadows, something dangerous begins to bloom - something neither of them may survive unscathed.

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    Yin was the hottest designer drug on the market. Wei Ying had been reluctant to start selling it, because it was pretty intense, but it was what everyone wanted and now they knew him as the guy to get it from.

    Wen Qing was used to Wei Ying's late night excursions, though she thought he was just going out and getting drunk and hooking up with people. If she knew what he was actually doing, she’d have some pretty harsh words about it. Especially given the history of how Wei Ying’s life turned out this way in the first place.

    Still, they had to make rent somehow.
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    OR: Wei Ying is a drug dealer, his life is spiraling, but Lan Zhan wants to help.

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    Harry travels to arctic Norway on the trail of dragon egg poachers, only to find he's been assigned to work alongside the only NorMagPol Auror north of sixty: one Draco Malfoy. It's been ten years since they crossed paths, and Malfoy isn't exactly what Harry expected or remembered. For one thing, he wears a lot more hand-knits?

    When a sudden winter storm strands the pair, unable to use magic to rescue themselves, they take shelter in a one-room Norwegian hytte.

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    Three hundred years ago – with the birth of this isola – a countdown began. Slowly ticking. An hourglass with sand borrowed from a future that will never exist. Like a tear through time, a hole to compensate for all that is not supposed to be here yet.

    The problem does not lie within the silence of the church. It lies within us.

    Human consciousness.

    Maybe the presence of a simple priest is what’s holding the world together. The low whisper of continuous prayer like bolts in the substance of humanity.

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    Jean Vicquemare is a dolorian priest in Martinaise, battling with unwanted desires while simultaneously dealing with the porch collapse at his literal doorstep. Harry bumps right into Jean's carefully balanced temperance with the grace of a drunk bumblebee.

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    An analysis of Daniel Molloy and his family.

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    WATER GLASS: The entire world is loneliness. We are only ever alone.

    ELECTROCHEMISTRY: The yellow pills lay in the center of your cupped palm.

    VOLITION: Harry - there are so many reasons you should not be doing this -

    YOU: You take the pills.

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    Spencer loses Emily, and he loses his sobriety. In that order.

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    “You could see drinking directly from the source akin to drinking wine", Seonghwa explained. "Most will have a glass here and there, some even every weekend, but it is generally frowned upon to overindulge.”

    “And how about you?”

    “Me?”

    Hongjoong swallowed.

    “Are you… fond of a glass of wine?”

     

    Or: Ex-drug addict Hongjoong will do whatever it takes to not let himself or the people he loves fall back into the life they worked hard to escape from.

    Vampire Seonghwa has one rule: he does not drink from humans anymore.

    They are good at breaking down each other's resolves.

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    • 17 Feb 2026

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      1) “어쩌다 우리가 서로를 파괴하게 된 걸까요?” 성화가 말했다.

      그의 뺨을 타고 눈물 한 방울이 흘러내렸다. “왜 내가 당신 같은 사람을 사랑하게 됐을까요?”

      2) 혈관을 타고 독액이 느껴졌지만, 홍중이 기억하던 그 뜨거운 불길 같은 느낌은 없었다. 절망도 없었다. 오직 사랑만이 느껴졌다.
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      그의 입술이 성화의 입술에 닿았을 때, 그것은 낙원의 맛이었다.

       

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      약쟁이들의 세계를 한번 엿본 것 같아서 정말 신기하고 슬프네요
      서로 파멸하는 관계라는 게 너무너무너무.......

      뱀파이어 성화와 인간 홍중

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    Harry Styles has it all: his egotistical friends, a hot girlfriend, and ton of money equipped with an incredible fashion sense; he's the sort of 18-year-old others dream of being.

    And then there was Louis Tomlinson: shy, socially awkward and under-appreciated, from a family not so economically stable; the kind of 18-year-old others would hate to be. His gawky nature makes him a bullying target of Harry's group, the moment he joins their school.

    But when the school organises a trip to Paris, and Harry is placed in a hotel room with Louis, what will happen when a friendship blossoms, maybe turning into something more? How will Harry hide his secret liking towards Louis from his friends, and more specifically, from his girlfriend of over two years?

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    Hua Cheng walks in on Xie Lian self-harming

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