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    A memory springs to mind: two weeks ago, drunk on Hayden's couch, curled up with Jackie. His voice, soft and quiet, heartbroken with desire, wavering through words about the impossibility of wanting. About the greed that rises in him. About how he clings so badly when he's around Rozanov that all of his common sense falls to the wayside.

    Jackie's voice, rising through the dim gray, as Hayden had snored next to them. All it takes is one of you to make a move, she'd said, their hands laced together, her head on his shoulder. Something's gotta give eventually.

    “I—” Shane starts, before pausing. He thinks he's going to throw up. He thinks that they got it right all those years ago, with it's the hope that kills you. He thinks he has to be brave enough for the both of them, to actually ask, and he's so fucking scared, but he can't let Rozanov's quiet offer of something go unanswered—he'll regret it for the rest of his life if he doesn't take a chance. “Ilya.”

    OR: Shane wants, despite how badly he pretends otherwise.

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    05 Mar 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 37

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    Ilya didn't mean to unlock a new kink. But that's exactly what fucking happened after he blew Shane while he talked to Hayden on the phone that time in the cottage.

    He knew Shane was mad at him after, but he also saw the look of blissed out pleasure in his eyes. And that had to mean Shane felt it too—right? The excitement of doing something they both knew they shouldn't be doing, of getting caught.

    Or, Ilya discovers his new kink after he sucks Shane off while he's on the phone with Hayden that time in the cottage.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Hayden watches Shane, almost expecting him to go, "wow, I was hacked while we were at practice, look at these weird messages!". But no such luck. Shane smiles.

    A real smile, a big one, his text from Lily smile. God, Hayden was so sure they were sending each other endless strings of heart emojis and "I miss you more" "no, I miss you more"s, not…that. Never in a million years would he have guessed that.

    Or: 5 times someone's shocked to learn that Shane's a little freaky, +1 time someone isn't

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    02 Mar 2026

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    Shane works in IT.

    Ilya’s computer always seems to be fucked up.

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    02 Mar 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark 2

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    Babe, it’s crazy, when I see you skate
    Can’t believe I fell for Mr. Real Estate
    It’s a risky game, but we both still play
    Don’t wanna say, I want this too~

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    28 Feb 2026

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  6. Public Bookmark 1

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    Maybe her big epiphany arrived later than she expected, but it's not like she hasn't been joking about trying women for years.

    Podfic of Mirror Mirror by leiascully.

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    27 Feb 2026

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  7. Public Bookmark 8

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    I saw the artwork on X and IG of @ tanglewave of shane and ilya and it inspired me to write a short and hot scene of that artwork.

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    27 Feb 2026

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  8. Public Bookmark *

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    "It's just a plan to fuck," Rozanov says, and Shane nods, and he dips down to kiss him again.

    He kisses Shane how you would expect Ilya Rozanov to kiss: bold, assuming. Like he's sure of what's his to take, and of course with a hint of cigarette smoke under his breath. It should annoy Shane, like everything else about Rozanov annoys him, but as he slips his tongue inside Shane's mouth, his blood boils with the exact opposite of should.

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    The missing moment of Shane and Ilya's hook up after the All-Star Game in episode one. Ilya gets his questions answered. In the end it's Shane who learns a few new things about himself.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Does Rozanov think they're going…

  9. Public Bookmark 5

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    Bodies are honest. Ilya likes that about bodies. Hollander's body especially. The way it's honest all the way to his throat. "Fuck, Roz!"

    Or, secretly, Ilya knows the secret as to why it's always best with Hollander. Set in the night where they didn't kiss.

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    25 Feb 2026

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  10. Public Bookmark 42

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    25 Feb 2026

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  11. Public Bookmark 59

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    “I wonder if my dick is enough for you,” Ilya murmurs in the heat of the moment. Shane gets worried Ilya wants to revisit the idea of a threesome—but no.

    He just wants to dp Shane with his dildo.

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    24 Feb 2026

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  12. Public Bookmark *

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    One day, Shane will learn not to take the “you are scared.” bait from Ilya. 

    Today is not that day. 

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    From Jane: I’m just saying it doesn’t sound real. Sounds like exaggerated porn stuff. 

    From Lily: You don’t think I could make you cum with remote control vibrator in your ass.

    From Jane: Wearing one of those in public wouldn’t be a turn on, it would be too stressful. Can’t relax enough to get off if you’re worried about someone noticing or figuring it out or whatever. 

    From Lily: Only one way to find out.

    From Jane: What, you’re gonna buy one of those things and have me wear it in public and try to make me cum? 

    From Lily: Is okay. You are scared to try.

    From Jane: I’m not scared!

    From Lily: Prove it.

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    21 Feb 2026

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  13. Public Bookmark *

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    There's a cockroach in the cottage, and Ilya is not about to be the one who handles it.

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    20 Feb 2026

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  14. Public Bookmark 20

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    When Ottawa declines to make an offer to add Ilya to their roster, Shane and Ilya are at a loss for what to do next.

    Enter Yuna Hollander.

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    20 Feb 2026

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  15. Public Bookmark 3

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    My first foray into fanfic 🥹
    A small(?) collection of poems inspired by Shane and Ilya 💓

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    19 Feb 2026

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  16. Public Bookmark 5

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    He shouldn’t even be entertaining this.

    After exchanging such heated gazes in the shower, Shane is pretty certain he knows what Rozanov wants by coming to his room. And it’s absolutely not something either of them should want. It’s not something Shane should want.

    Another Alpha is not something Shane should want.

    Ilya and Shane's first time reimagined through Omegaverse

    Podfic of want by multifandomhomo.

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    19 Feb 2026

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  17. Public Bookmark *

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    Tweet referenced/inspired by:
    can someone theorize how early situationship era shane was comfortable enough with his sexuality to buy himself a dildo

    — skirk’s footrest @flinslay
    February 16, 2026
    https://x.com/flinslay/status/2023480604336312743

    Anyways so I wrote it: Here’s how Shane bought his dildo and his first time trying it out.

    This is set after the commercial hookup in 1410, after Shane’s rookie season has begun.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Ilya comes home and finds Shane in a compromising position.

    “Shane Hollander, are you watching porn?”

    At the sound of his voice, Shane yelps in surprise and slams the phone screen down onto the bed, a wonderful blush overtaking his face. He also stops touching himself.

    “No!”

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    Inspired by the Ted Lasso scene between Roy and Keeley.

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    I COMPLETELY FORGOT TO SAY THIS IS BASED ON A BEAUTIFUL BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF FANART BY @bluegiragi!!!! look at it on twitter

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    18 Feb 2026

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  19. Public Bookmark 42

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    Oh man. Idk. Just Shane getting throttled and begging Ilya to come.

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    18 Feb 2026

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  20. Rec *

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    When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.

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    17 Feb 2026

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    Okay fine you got me crying in the bisexual-lighting club

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