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Slipping Through My Fingers (All The Time) by CtrlVocaP
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
10 Mar 2026
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What do you do when your childhood best friend dies in your arms? Do you keep living, or do you crumble under the pressure?
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Jonathan Byers and Ryan Aberlin have been best friends since they were 12. Even throughout their tough times, they’ve always had each other.
Until Ryan is ripped from Jonathan’s arms by the very man they’ve been aiming to kill.
This is a story about grief, and moving forward, not moving on.
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I’d Fall To Pieces On The Floor (If You Weren’t Around) by CtrlVocaP
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
09 Mar 2026
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Jonathan had been distant for years, Joyce knew that. He was a very quiet boy, after all. Plus, he could handle himself. Will and El Jane were so young, only sixteen and having their world literally collapse beneath their feet. They needed their mother at all times. Jonathan knew he could come to her if he needed help, but he didn’t, so he must’ve been fine.
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Joyce tries to cope with losing her daughter and walks in on her eldest breaking down.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 1,503
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
- 18
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Got Way Too Drunk (Off A Vodka Cranberry) by CtrlVocaP
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
24 Feb 2026
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In the kitchen of the Wheeler household, Nancy Wheeler sat alone, a glass of wine in her hand. Though the nineteen-year-old couldn’t drink legally, when did the law ever stop her? Plus, it was far too stressful of a time to not be drinking.
Vecna was trying to destroy the world, El was being hunted by the government, and her boyfriend (whom she was having more and more troubles with) was living in her basement.
Her and Jonathan were…Complicated. It’s not like she didn’t love him, quite the opposite actually. She really did, but he had been distant ever since he moved to Lenora.
Nancy can’t say that it was all his fault though. She hadn’t been reaching out much either, and everyone knew Jonathan didn’t start a conversation.
They were doing fine.
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Or, Jancy and their addictions and traumas.
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Dear Eddie Munson
A letter from Dustin, who’s still learning to cope.
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- Part 2 of Letters from Hawkins, Indiana
- Language:
- English
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- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Kudos:
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There Is A Light That Never Goes Out (It Went Out Last Night) by CtrlVocaP
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
27 Dec 2025
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Dear Nancy Wheeler
A letter Jonathan wrote to Nancy because we know he sucks at communication
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- Part 1 of Letters from Hawkins, Indiana
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let light be light (i found you first) by aspentree13
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
10 Mar 2026
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January of 1992. The fifth year since Jane Hopper died in front of Dustin and the Party and disappeared forever.
Dustin is restless. He graduated early from MIT just because there was nothing else to do. He receives an invitation to complete his PhD in Oxford and books it there as fast as he can. But England is pretty much just as boring as America. Until he sees Jane Hopper at his local grocery store. It's not really her, though. It can't be. Right?
(In which Dustin finds a girl he thought he'd lost forever and stays by her side as she learns to choose herself)
Title from "Let Light be Light" by Lizzy McAlpine, a song that made me cry when I listened to it while writing this fic because it was so perfect for it.
Bookmarked by CtrlVocaP
10 Mar 2026
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Jonathan Byers had a normal life, nothing was out of the ordinary. Just an awkward teen in high school with divorced parents.
Of course that’s not true.
It all started on November 6th 1983. Strange things happened.
It wasn’t until 1985 that the weirdest thing happened to him…
(Or an AU exploring what if Jonathan Byers had powers like El because he’s my favourite and I’m salty he didn’t get much of a spotlight)
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04 Mar 2026
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Will had never wanted to go back on the road with Mike to make the drive between Hawkins and Lenora again.
But as far as he could guess, he wasn't getting a chance to speak to Jonathan unless he did, which was worse.
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- Part 2 of High Hawk Season
- Language:
- English
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- 4,832
- Chapters:
- 3/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
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- Kudos:
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- Bookmarks:
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Bookmarked by CtrlVocaP
25 Feb 2026
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"He lies on the floor, half propped on the wall from where he'd fallen.
Face blank, he stares as if no one had ever lived in the body.
The pure anger is wiped away, something that had been wished for time and time again.
The actual sight invokes vomit to crawl up his throat."Or: Will didn't go missing that night. In fact, he's been missing for years, along with his brother, by the time November 6th rolled around. The two brothers make their journey home, finding and bringing a newly escaped Eleven with them.
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18 Feb 2026
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the grief in these hands could kill a man by Cross_d_a
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
09 Mar 2026
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On the night of November 6, 1983, Will Byers goes missing.
So does Wayne Munson.
--In other words, Eddie and Wayne Munson are involved from the very beginning.
Bookmarked by CtrlVocaP
15 Feb 2026