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  1. Public Bookmark 26

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    What if...at the end of End Game, instead of going back alone, Steve takes Bucky back with him to the 1940s to resume their former life. Steve's sure they will be happy there. Bucky didn't want to go, was happy in Wakanda. The Winter Soldier didn't want to go either, but Bucky tries not to listen to him. Now Bucky lives across the street from his best friend he's been crushing on his whole life, watching him live out his fantasy of being married to Peggy Carter. He can't live like this. The situation must be resolved.

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    Inspired entirely by Fortnight by Taylor Swift.

    The Soldier is alive and well inside Bucky's head, and his thoughts are in bold. Bucky's thoughts are in italics. The sex is tagged as a threesome but is Bucky/the Soldier both in Bucky's body fucking Steve. Two body threesome?

    Betaed by GyokuJyn

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    21 Apr 2025

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    "Hmmh, blow jobs, Harold,“ John says, as if Harold is being especially dense. "You know. Giving head, sucking someone off.“ He considers for a moment. "Oral sex.“

    "I understand what a blow job is, Mr. Reese,“ Harold says with a desperate edge to his voice. "Please go to sleep.“

    In which John has trouble expressing how he feels. Harold can relate.

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    20 Apr 2025

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    The man he’s riding with is a nice guy, Dean thinks. Cas, is his name. About 30 years old.

    Dean had thought he was nice from the first time the guy fucked him. He wasn’t too rough about it, even though he paid enough that he could be. He touched Dean’s hair when Dean blew him, which made Dean embarrassingly hard.

    He doesn’t get a lot of affection, out here on the road, living truckstop to truckstop. It’s why even the hint of it had had Dean gambling, offering his ass up for the next few weeks if the guy agreed to take him along for the ride.

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    Dean is a truckstop hooker. Cas is a trucker. He hitches a ride with Cas, planning to head out towards California and his brother. What he finds along the way, though, might make it hard to get out.

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    23 Mar 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 82

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    Post WS in which Bucky thinks Steve is his new handler and requires full de-brainwashing. A lot of hurt/comfort and heartbreak ensues.

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    10 Mar 2025

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    Inspired by coffeestainanalyst's "Windmills".

    The asset has goals, and he has a plan to get them.

    Primary goal: be reassigned for recreational use only.

    Secondary goal: avoid painful injury during said use as often as possible.

    Tertiary goal: be reserved for the exclusive use of Captain Rogers.

    It's been so long since he was allowed to want anything, but he doesn't want to kill anymore--and he knows the best way to avoid the field is to give them something they want more.

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    10 Mar 2025

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    His current codename is Bucky. His new handlers are called friends. Steve, one of the highest ranking friends, only had to correct him once before he’d adapted to the new vocabulary. Yet so far, things are looking rough: decommissioned from active duty, he's left with no other purpose than their entertainment. All he can do is wait, push through with gritted teeth and do whatever he can to turn the tables in his favor again.

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    10 Mar 2025

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  7. Public Bookmark 20

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    Imprisoned in a concrete cell, Steve can’t understand why he was taken, but his captor, a menacing figure called the Winter Soldier doesn’t seem to see the issue. At first, the Soldier is cold, detached, and terrifying, but things change as the days in the cell pass. There are flashes of humanity in the pale blue eyes that observe him intently. Coerced into performing heinous acts, Steve despises his captor, but his body doesn’t understand his fury. His physical reaction to unwanted advances betrays him every time the Soldier forces his way into Steve’s space. After a while, Steve loses count of the number of times he protests as well as how completely his body betrays him.

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    08 Mar 2025

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  8. Public Bookmark 10

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    Bucky's free, and out for revenge.

    But Hydra isn't the only one he holds responsible.

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    08 Mar 2025

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    Steve's just moved back to Brooklyn after spending ten years in California trying to make a life for himself as an artist right after high school. Having escaped to the other side of the country following the sudden death of his mother, Steve feels guilty about abruptly leaving all his friends for so long, unfulfilled, scared and nervous about started college at his age, and unbelievably lonely. So when he meets Bucky Barnes, a young sex-worker, at a bar the night before his first day of classes, temptations might be too high to resist.

    One night paying for sex with the most sinfully gorgeous guy is nothing to brag to the papers about, huh?

    S'not like he'll ever see him again anyway...

    ...Right?

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    07 Feb 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 86

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    Steve is having one hell of a time... a painful, sweet, awful, fantastic time at Bucky's hands, but, he gets an orgasm out of it so he supposes he can't be too upset at himself for letting Bucky turn his brain to mush. He loves it too much.

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    15 Dec 2024

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    He carefully removed the gauze covering its upper quadriceps and guided the Soldier into the oversized shower stall. It was capable of performing its own cleansing routines, but this handler had initiated shared showers early in their cohabitation. It was not irregular, except that all previous handlers had used this time for recreational purposes as well. The Captain seemed only to take satisfaction in thoroughly cleansing the body, as one might perform maintenance on a valuable rifle. A fitting comparison, if it had not jammed and misfired today.

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    In which the Soldier tries some new foods, the Captain has a few crises, the Widow pulls some strings, Hawkeye makes a new friend, Iron Man lends a hand, and the Falcon is still Very Done.

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    02 Dec 2024

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    Dean Winchester is an omega who was abandoned by his mother at a young age, being left behind with his bitter and abusive father. He’s alone, scared, and developmentally behind, childlike and not even able to read when he’s thrown out on his ass as a teenager. By the time he’s 27 he’s no better off and more damaged than ever, homeless and working on the street. He tries to be happy, childlike mind clinging to hope, but he’s tired. He waits for an angel.

    Castiel is an alpha who’s recently experienced a fall from grace after falling into a psychotic episode at work and attacking a man while on duty. He’s lost his job and now works nights at a run down gas station, living paycheck to paycheck and preparing to go before the board to plea his case for why his credentials shouldn’t be taken away. He’s going to get his life back together, there’s only one problem. Castiel believes he’s God-like, a twisted angel of justice, and takes that belief to violent extremes.

    *watch me write about Cas’s decent into madness and violence/Dean’s tragedy of a life but make it a love story.*
    *All the warnings, this one gets dark friends (but I promise a happy ending).*

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    10 Nov 2024

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