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    troybarrett if u can read this im free on thurs @censational · Oct 23, 2022
    Ilya Rozanov getting cancelled for having an Asian fetish was NOT on my 2022 bingo but here we are #ilyarozanovisoverparty

    kari ˚⟡˖ ࣪ @pikesplacee · Oct 23, 2022
    the question of “why shane hollander of all players” finally makes sense now I guess… #ilyarozanovisoverparty

    vi @mooncatvi · Oct 23, 2022
    you mean the hockey player I liked isn't a good person? 🥺 you mean the stripper doesn't love me? 🥺 #ilyarozanovisoverparty

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    Why does Shane Hollander stare at Ilya Rozanov?

    Shane clears his throat hard, panic rejoining his bloodstream. “But I don’t like stare stare. It’s just professional awareness. Team situational awareness. Hockey reasons.”

    “Yes,” Ilya nods gravely, eyes glinting. “Very serious hockey staring.”

    Shane groans.

    (The one where Shane and Ilya take on Web's Most Search Questions about them.)

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    “I can’t, I can’t do this.” Shane looks down at his feet, panting, looking so fucking beautiful and Ilya aches. Shane is ripping his heart out, gripping it tight in his hand how he is Ilya’s t-shirt.

    “Hollander,” Ilya says, and it’s a plea. It’s I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it, I shouldn’t have said it, come back.

    “I’m sorry,” Shane breathes, his eyes screwed shut like if he looks at Ilya, he’ll break. Will come running back to the couch. But he doesn’t want that, doesn’t want Ilya, so he turns and leaves and Ilya is alone.

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    Two years of playing together, and it still hit him every time. The casualness of it. My husband. Said out loud, in public. After years of hiding—stolen moments in hotel rooms, careful distance in public, the constant exhausting performance of just teammates, just rivals, nothing to see here—now Ilya could say it like it was nothing. Like it was easy, like it was the most natural thing in the world.

    Because it was. Finally.

    In which Ilya Hollander-Rozanov cannot shut up about his husband. (Subtitled: No one asked, Ilya. Ilya. No one asked.)

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    He reaches up and tucks a stray piece of hair behind Shane’s ear and tries to approach the subject again. “Will you not tell me what is wrong, moy lyubimyy? You know you do not have to put on brave face and pretend? At stadium, yes, I understand you maybe do not want to tell, want everyone to think you are tough and strong, do not get hurt. But this is our home. Who do you have to pretend for here?”

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    OR: Shane is trying to hide a minor injury after a game, but Ilya just wants to make him feel good.

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