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All it had taken was four words.
“So, about that blowjob?”
Seconds later, Mickey found himself crowding Ian into a cramped bathroom stall of the shitty diner they’d stopped at, pressing rough kisses to Ian’s neck and palming himself over the rough fabric of his jeans.
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Ian takes Mickey up on his promise of "any time"
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Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson are both in need of a slot of a summer concert being held by their music college, both for different reasons. It turns out, there's only one space left.
They're forced to work together for a final concert, struggling through past conflict and fighting current afflictions.
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A MusicCollege!Au in which steve and eddie are reunited.
On an indefinite haitus
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I Was Me, But Now He's Gone. by PaxAm
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
22 Jul 2025
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What if the fight scene in ROTS ends more abruptly?
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Anakin is caught off guard in his duel with Obi-Wan.
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Dean finds himself trapped in a freezing, and cooling faster, basement. He struggles desperately to keep himself awake, to at least try to find help.
He starts to realise someone, or something, is messing with him.
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Welcome To Where Time Stands Still (No One Leaves and No One Will) by PaxAm
Fandoms: The Pacific (TV)
18 Jun 2025
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He's seen what war does to people first-hand, having been in the Marines for nearly a year now. Every now and then, someone would just crack under the pressure of it all. But, the difference was, it had never been Leckie that had broken before. Nobody thinks that it’s going to happen to them, this sudden, incapacitating panic. It's always somebody else.
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Leckie finally breaks
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PaxAm's Whumptober 2024 by PaxAm
Fandom Band of Brothers (TV 2001), Deadpool - All Media Types, Dream SMP, Hannibal (TV), Heartstopper (TV), Heartstopper (Webcomic), Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, The Outsiders (1983), The Outsiders - S. E. Hinton, The Pacific (TV), Wolverine (Movies), X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies), X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men - All Media Types
24 May 2025
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Whumptober 2024 - Non-Completionist.
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- X-Men [8]
- Star Wars (Prequels) [6]
- Band of Brothers [2]
- Heartstopper [1]
- Deadpool & Wolverine[1]
- The Outsiders [1]
- Hannibal [1]
- The Pacific [1]
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The story of "You're Like a Breath of Fresh Air", both from Eugene's and Babe's perspective.
I wrote Eugene's view, then the lovely Lady_Rhaena inspired me to write Babe's.
Eugene can't stand to listen to the cries of his men, knowing he's been instructed to sit back from the patrol. It's when he finds out that someone is drowning that he steps in.
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The last time Dennis had a conversation with Robby before the day they tumbled down a bridge together was a little over a year ago. It was minutes before dawn. The hallway light was just bright enough to illuminate the horror in the older man’s eyes.
“I’m sorry,” he said to Dennis, choking on the words and rubbing a palm over his eyes. His chest was heaving with breaths as if he'd just witnessed the end of the world instead of holding Dennis naked in his arms.
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A year after a drunk hook-up with his attending at the end of his rotation, Dennis is back to the Pitt as a resident.
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Bookmarked by PaxAm
28 Feb 2026
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oh . my . fucking . god.
""Dennis closed his eyes. He wished the man had the gall to just punch him.
“You didn’t deserve that. It was never about you,” Robby repeated. “It has always been my fault.”
“You think you are god,” Dennis said, mumbling to himself. His head was resting on the seat cushion, and he was too much of a coward to look the man in the eye as he said the words. He said them anyway. “You think everything is your decision, and everything is a consequence of your actions. But you’re just a man.”""
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All Dennis wants is a smoke.
He knows—knows!—he isn't supposed to. He's been fighting the urge for the last three weeks, his single battered pack that's kept him company since Nebraska, slowly dwindling away. Soon, he knows, he'll have nothing but the ashen remains of it all, and he doesn't think he's ready for that just yet.
OR: Dennis takes a smoke break, gets punched, and ruminates on the impossibility of desire.
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- Part 6 of the pitt masterlist
Bookmarked by PaxAm
28 Feb 2026
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Robby isn't jealous. He's not. He's not over-protective of his residents (or one in particular) and Jack needs to stop telling people that's the case.
Or, Robby's holding onto his temper and righteous fury as long as he can. Until he can't.
5+1 things, in which Robby learns how to care about someone and it ends up hitting him just how much when he thinks it's over and he's lost his chance before it ever started.
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- Part 1 of pain is cold water
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Dennis opens his tightly closed eyes. His breathing is unstable and his throat is raw but Dennis continues to look at it like it might disappear any moment. He reaches a hand and grabs it. It's a flower petal.
A flower petal coughed up from his lungs.
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The Pitt x Hanahaki disease
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Mean digits dug into his skin. He felt Abbot’s beard scratch his ear, the aftertaste of coffee lingering between them. “This is why squatting happens in abandoned buildings.” The words sent a shiver down his spine. Dennis straightened up.
In other words: It’s an unspoken agreement – everyone just keeps an eye on Whitaker. To raise a child, it takes a village... and sometimes an Emergency Department.