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All it had taken was four words.
“So, about that blowjob?”
Seconds later, Mickey found himself crowding Ian into a cramped bathroom stall of the shitty diner they’d stopped at, pressing rough kisses to Ian’s neck and palming himself over the rough fabric of his jeans.
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Ian takes Mickey up on his promise of "any time"
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Steve Harrington and Eddie Munson are both in need of a slot of a summer concert being held by their music college, both for different reasons. It turns out, there's only one space left.
They're forced to work together for a final concert, struggling through past conflict and fighting current afflictions.
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A MusicCollege!Au in which steve and eddie are reunited.
On an indefinite haitus
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I Was Me, But Now He's Gone. by PaxAm
Fandoms: Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars - All Media Types
22 Jul 2025
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What if the fight scene in ROTS ends more abruptly?
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Anakin is caught off guard in his duel with Obi-Wan.
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Dean finds himself trapped in a freezing, and cooling faster, basement. He struggles desperately to keep himself awake, to at least try to find help.
He starts to realise someone, or something, is messing with him.
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Welcome To Where Time Stands Still (No One Leaves and No One Will) by PaxAm
Fandoms: The Pacific (TV)
18 Jun 2025
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He's seen what war does to people first-hand, having been in the Marines for nearly a year now. Every now and then, someone would just crack under the pressure of it all. But, the difference was, it had never been Leckie that had broken before. Nobody thinks that it’s going to happen to them, this sudden, incapacitating panic. It's always somebody else.
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Leckie finally breaks
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I Know I'm Not Your Favourite Record by PaxAm
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies)
24 May 2025
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Charles is about to commit suicide. the pressure had built inside of him for decades, reaching a tipping point where Charles felt fit to burst with anguish.
It starts with Raven, telling him to stop looking inside her mind, it ends with Erik forcibly pushing him out of it.
He tries to go quietly, conveniently, but apparently, he was not quiet enough.
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- Part 14 of PaxAm's Whumptober 2024
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It's minutes before the big match, Euros '24.
Jordan Pickford is trying to not let anyone catch onto the fact he's sick.
But, of course, John Stones notices.
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- English
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- Chapters:
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- Kudos:
- 11
- Hits:
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And Now My Bitter Hands Chafe Beneath the Clouds of What Was Everything. by PaxAm
Fandoms: Trainspotting (Movies), Trainspotting Series - Irvine Welsh
19 Mar 2025
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Mark moves in with Sickboy after his father dies, and can't push away the old memories it brings him. The guilt almost eats him alive, torturing him with nightmares and fleeting hallucinations. One night, it reaches a point where it's bad enough for Simon to finally notice, and Mark is forced to bring his feelings to the light.
[Post T-2]
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"You Are Young and Life is Long, and There Is Time to Kill Today." by PaxAm
Fandoms: Trainspotting (Movies), Trainspotting Series - Irvine Welsh
17 Mar 2025
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Still, he doesn’t meet the tillkeep’s eye as he leaves the coin on the counter and pockets the sweets and paracetamol, already on his way back to his flat.
Honestly, he doesn’t really know why he did it, and it isn’t even that big of a deal, but Mark can’t put his finger on what swayed him to buy them. He decides to stop trying to psychoanalyse himself and just get home. Jesus christ, he's starting to sound like Tommy.
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Mark buys some lollipops with spare change. He had no idea, but Sickboy watches as Mark enjoys them later on, at what was meant to be a usual movie night.
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Mickey is pushed to his breaking point after trying to shoot Eddie and realises his last resort is suicide - something that's been lingering in the back of his mind since prison.
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Bleeding through Bandages by PaxAm
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies)
21 Oct 2024
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The fact was, Erik could not stop thinking about Charles. And so when the man who he was so enraptured by suddenly showed up on their front door, stumbling to keep his balance, a makeshift bandage - was that a shirt? - wrapped around his head with dark spots of crimson tainting the light fabric, he couldn’t just watch, like Charles insisted he did.
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Erik's quiet roommate shows up one day, beaten and bloody. It is up to Erik to make sure he receives the help he needs.
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- Part 22 of PaxAm's Whumptober 2024
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Dick hears news that Roe isn't doing too well from Babe.
When he goes to check on him, he sees that he really isn't doing too well.
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- Part 21 of PaxAm's Whumptober 2024
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A small drabble about bloody hands.
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- Part 20 of PaxAm's Whumptober 2024
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Blood Trail by PaxAm
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies)
19 Oct 2024
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Erik has a big argument with Raven, accidentally losing control of his powers. In the process, he, perhaps fatally, injures Charles. It takes a moment for either of them to notice.
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- Part 19 of PaxAm's Whumptober 2024
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Erik wants to make things right, and he goes to the mansion. It's been a while, and he's shocked to find out how much had changed. Most of all, he's shocked at how much Charles had changed, and not for the better.
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- Part 18 of PaxAm's Whumptober 2024
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Nowhere Else to Go by PaxAm
Fandoms: Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types, Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
17 Oct 2024
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Suddenly, Anakin started speaking to Obi-Wan, his voice hoarse, “I- I didn't want to- to worry the men, I…” he paused, swallowing thickly as his eyelids drooped slightly, swaying on the spot and concerning Obi-Wan further. “I had nowhere else to go.”
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Obi-Wan hears a knock on the door after a long battle.
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- Part 17 of PaxAm's Whumptober 2024
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Motion Sickness by PaxAm
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies)
16 Oct 2024
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They're on their Gay Mutant Road Trip when suddenly Charles can't fight off the building nausea anymore.
Erik is there for him.
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- Part 16 of PaxAm's Whumptober 2024
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Childhood Trauma by PaxAm
Fandoms: X-Men - All Media Types, X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies)
15 Oct 2024
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“Do you love me?” Charles asked into the dead of night, previously silent apart from the soft breathing of two men on the brink of sleep.
Charles could feel Erik’s confusion, wincing as a small streak of anger painted the flowing stream of emotion coming from Erik. “What? Charles, can’t you tell?” he asked, incredulously, noting how Charles swallowed thickly at that.
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Or, Erik discovers something about Charles' past and why it makes him so unsure of their relationship.
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- Part 15 of PaxAm's Whumptober 2024
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Charles runs out of serum. It's not pretty.
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- Part 13 of PaxAm's Whumptober 2024
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Nathan doesn't really have people visiting his classroom anymore, not since Charlie started getting better.
So, it was a shock when, one lunchtime, he found Youssef sitting at a desk, head between his hands.
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- Part 12 of PaxAm's Whumptober 2024