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“I won’t be the thing that makes your choice harder,” Hanbin replies, his gaze fixed on some distant space in the dark. “You’ve already made it. What good would fighting do, except make you hate me on your way out?”
I could never hate you, Hao thinks, the words screaming in his mind. It is cruel that Hanbin believes the same—that even now, even here, Hao is still being loved with unbearable generosity—one so vast it feels like condemnation. It is the ultimate confirmation of every fear Hao has ever had: that Hanbin’s love is a boundless, self-erasing thing, and Hao is its most unworthy recipient.
Alternatively: Zhang Hao and Sung Hanbin are roommates. They are also exes. It goes about as well as you expect.
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20 Jan 2026
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(and i promise) none of this is a metaphor by yureiwatch
Fandoms: ZEROBASEONE | ZB1 (Korea Band)
02 Jan 2026
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“don’t be a stranger,” he repeats to himself. it loops in his head like a broken melody, playing over and over and over. he wants to frame it, maybe embroider it on a pillow, not that he knows how to do that, but hanbin’s sure he could figure it out. his phone buzzes in his hand, and hanbin’s sure he’s never moved to check a notification so quick. his hands are shaking and his chest feels like a balloon tied too tight, is this insanity?
he quickly changes the unknown contact to ‘haohao’ and smiles to himself, covering his mouth with his fist. is this what teenage girls feel like when they’re super in love with some boy band? because hanbin’s feeling as crazy as he possibly could right now, metaphorical hearts floating about his head.
or: zhang hao is a niche youtuber, with sung hanbin as his number one devoted fan.
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18 Jan 2026
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It sinks in slowly: Sung Hanbin has never been given a real orgasm. Nobody has ever made Sung Hanbin come before. The hot girl who also happened to be the best, most normal offer in response to Zhang Hao’s roommate ad, who is now her very best friend, has never once climaxed at the hands of another person.
As it turns out, Hanbin is far too polite to have told any of her exes that they couldn’t make her come. Zhang Hao, in the throes of pining, vows to change that.
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24 Dec 2025
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He cleared his throat, a brief, awkward laugh slipping out. “Though, I’m not even sure we can call it dating, can we?” He glanced sideways, his expression unreadable. “You never actually showed up for a date. Yeah we didn’t date…” He took a few steps ahead, his boots crunching over the dirt, then tossed the final words over his shoulder, sharp as glass. “We just fucked.”
For more context, read the prompt in the notes.
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“He wrote it when he was thirteen, hyung. It’s an imaginary guy. He probably had some fictional character in mind when he made that list,” Matthew says, voice softening with genuine concern.
But it doesn’t deter Hanbin.
“Well, I’m going to become that guy,” he insists, repeating the same words he’s been saying for years.
When Hanbin accidentally found Hao’s old “ideal type” list eight years ago, he made ticking every box on it his lifelong mission. Now at twenty-one, he’s closer than ever to completing it. What started as a silly teenage crush has turned to years of quiet devotion and yearning.- Language:
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