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  1. Rec 58

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    “I won’t be the thing that makes your choice harder,” Hanbin replies, his gaze fixed on some distant space in the dark. “You’ve already made it. What good would fighting do, except make you hate me on your way out?”

    I could never hate you, Hao thinks, the words screaming in his mind. It is cruel that Hanbin believes the same—that even now, even here, Hao is still being loved with unbearable generosity—one so vast it feels like condemnation. It is the ultimate confirmation of every fear Hao has ever had: that Hanbin’s love is a boundless, self-erasing thing, and Hao is its most unworthy recipient.

    Alternatively: Zhang Hao and Sung Hanbin are roommates. They are also exes. It goes about as well as you expect.

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    20 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

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    “don’t be a stranger,” he repeats to himself. it loops in his head like a broken melody, playing over and over and over. he wants to frame it, maybe embroider it on a pillow, not that he knows how to do that, but hanbin’s sure he could figure it out. his phone buzzes in his hand, and hanbin’s sure he’s never moved to check a notification so quick. his hands are shaking and his chest feels like a balloon tied too tight, is this insanity?

    he quickly changes the unknown contact to ‘haohao’ and smiles to himself, covering his mouth with his fist. is this what teenage girls feel like when they’re super in love with some boy band? because hanbin’s feeling as crazy as he possibly could right now, metaphorical hearts floating about his head.

     

    or: zhang hao is a niche youtuber, with sung hanbin as his number one devoted fan.

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    18 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 31

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    It sinks in slowly: Sung Hanbin has never been given a real orgasm. Nobody has ever made Sung Hanbin come before. The hot girl who also happened to be the best, most normal offer in response to Zhang Hao’s roommate ad, who is now her very best friend, has never once climaxed at the hands of another person.

    As it turns out, Hanbin is far too polite to have told any of her exes that they couldn’t make her come. Zhang Hao, in the throes of pining, vows to change that.

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    24 Dec 2025

  4. Rec 77

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    He cleared his throat, a brief, awkward laugh slipping out. “Though, I’m not even sure we can call it dating, can we?” He glanced sideways, his expression unreadable. “You never actually showed up for a date. Yeah we didn’t date…” He took a few steps ahead, his boots crunching over the dirt, then tossed the final words over his shoulder, sharp as glass. “We just fucked.”

    For more context, read the prompt in the notes.

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    30 Nov 2025

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    “He wrote it when he was thirteen, hyung. It’s an imaginary guy. He probably had some fictional character in mind when he made that list,” Matthew says, voice softening with genuine concern.

    But it doesn’t deter Hanbin.

    “Well, I’m going to become that guy,” he insists, repeating the same words he’s been saying for years.


    When Hanbin accidentally found Hao’s old “ideal type” list eight years ago, he made ticking every box on it his lifelong mission. Now at twenty-one, he’s closer than ever to completing it. What started as a silly teenage crush has turned to years of quiet devotion and yearning.

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    17 Nov 2025

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    White horses, dirty cowboy boots, unpaved roads, and an old truck without AC all tell the story of Hao’s first love. He’s seventeen, the summer is hot, and only the moon bears witness to the sweetness of Hanbin’s smile when he looks at him.

    It takes only one summer for Zhang Hao to start singing along to songs he swore he would never learn the words to.

    It takes eight more for him to realize that it wasn’t the songs themselves that made him want to sing, it was the person who kept putting them on. However, that person has long since stopped listening to music, and now all Hao can do is play them over and over in hopes that one day he’ll want to sing with him again.

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    26 Oct 2025

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    This fic will stay with me for a long, long time.

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    “You’ve been dating for a year and a half,” Jiwoong says, “What do you mean not that serious?”

    “Ah…” Zhang Hao starts and then stops himself.

    There’s no excuse he can give them that will make them understand, not unless he admits this whole relationship is a sham.

    Zhang Hao never meant for his small white lie about having a boyfriend to spiral so far out of control. Hiring Hanbin to play the part was supposed to be a simple transaction, but with every fake date they go on, the line between pretend and something real begins to blur.

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    19 Sep 2025

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    Hao really wishes he were into older, cool dudes, but the universe has not granted him this blessing. Instead, he is into losers.

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    14 Sep 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 99

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    “Hanbin, baby, let me be very clear,” Hao says. He cups Hanbin’s face, squishing his cheeks a little in the process. “I like you too. So much. Everyone in this building and their moms know that. I want to keep going on dates with you and see where this goes. But I also want you to fuck me silly.”

    “Oh,” Hanbin says, intelligently, hands slipping down Hao’s sides.

    “Yeah. ‘Oh.’ I need to be railed into next week and you,” Hao says, rolling his hips with purpose, “have been holding out on me.”

    Things you should never tell HR: Embezzling funds. Colluding with rivals. Yearning for your colleague’s big dick. Fraud.

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    12 Sep 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 14

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    Headlines named Hanbin Sung and Hao Zhang as rivals from the start of the season, the two best centers in the NHL. It was a constant debate which of the two deserved the title and the excitement surrounding them more. Hao was a rookie, and he wasn’t gentle or thoughtful in the way that Hanbin was, but he was calculating and resilient. He was fiery where Hanbin was a cool stream.

    However, with the collar of Hao’s jersey tight his in grasp, Hanbin slammed the man’s entire upper body into the ice before pulling back his other fist to land a punch square against the man’s jaw, that cool stream evaporates into smoke.

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    11 Sep 2025

  11. Rec 12

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    Each photo you capture sings out hundreds of words that perfectly immortalises one captured moment, bringing out the true beauty of these images. To be seen through your eyes must mean to be seen wholly and in truth. I find myself wanting to be captured through your lenses, memorialised in your work. Would you do me the honour of experiencing your passion?

    After a series of events Hanbin finds himself working as a fansight for soloist Zhang Hao. As time progresses he finds himself becoming enamoured with the man behind his camera, and the veil so delicately placed between them is suddenly removed.

    Now he must balance falling in love whiles toeing the line of obsession–unsuspecting of something more that lurks beneath.

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    05 Sep 2025

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    Then Hao reaches for Hanbin's hand — and the relief, like every time, is instant.
    Hanbin stares at him like he invented sunshine for perhaps three seconds before whipping his head back to the producer.
    “I’m so sorry, I’m feeling better now. Can I try that again?”

    Zhang Hao swears Sung Hanbin’s mere presence gives him a headache, despite the way everyone sings his praises, and Hanbin’s scowl suggests the feeling’s mutual.

    Forced into a collab stage, they discover that touching makes the pain— disappear?

    Things escalate quickly.

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    03 Sep 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 17

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    Hanbin had always imagined what it'd be like. Would his heart threaten to beat right out of his chest, overwhelmed by the sensation of finally being this close and intimate with the man he loved so dearly? Instead of that, however, all he felt was calm. It was quiet—there had been no sounds he had to listen to to look out for danger, wrapped within the cocoon of Hao's warmth and the bard's lips on his own. Hanbin felt safe. Warm.

    A story of Hanbin—already comfortable in his own lonesome—and his chance encounter with Hao, who shows him what it looks like to be free.

    Hanbin just isn't sure how he ends up falling in love irrevocably with Hao in the middle of it all.

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    15 Aug 2025

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    In the emotionally charged world of filmmaking, popular actor Zhang Hao finds himself cast in a bold and intimate queer drama directed by the enigmatic yet passionate Sung Hanbin.

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    12 Jul 2025

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    Zhang Hao has been single since birth.

    So when he finds himself stuck on campus over break with no plans to fly home, no boyfriend, and an embarrassingly high score on the Rice Purity Test, he does what any sexually repressed twenty-something would: he downloads Hinge.

    Enter Sung Hanbin, with his dance major hips and psychology minor words. It’s Haover before he even knows it.

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    28 Jun 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 76

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    Two almost-boyfriends trapped in a second-hand hatchback during a rainstorm learn that the car was built for fuel-efficiency, not for fucking in the backseat.

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    21 Jun 2025

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    “Have we ever kissed before?”

    Hanbin froze.

    His entire body stilled, and he blinked down at Hao with wide eyes. His heart skipped—no, slammed—a beat.

    “What?” he whispered, barely able to get the word out.

    Hao blinked slowly, still watching him. “I couldn’t bring him home tonight,” he muttered. “He smelled like you.”

    Hao had a pretty good life with his roommates, Hanbin and Gyuvin. Sure, he was dealing with his own dramatic mess, but maybe the real turning point was when someone dropped the bomb—Hanbin, his roommate and best friend of seven years, had actually been in love with him this whole time!

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    15 Jun 2025

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    “First-ever official announcement: Me and Gunwookie are dating. You guys win.”

    Gunwook gawps at their hands joined together, at their friends who all have the biggest smiles on their faces, then at Matthew who looks very proud of himself.

    “Aw man, here we thought we were being subtle,” Matthew sighs, pouting dramatically. “Guess the secret’s out, huh?”

    Friends of campus heartthrobs Matthew and Gunwook suspect they’re dating, so when an opportunity to have some fun arises in the form of a couple contest, the two dive in to reap the benefits.

    Spoiler: The incentive becomes ineffective.

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    13 Jun 2025

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    Hao knows how he must look because of the way Hanbin himself looks: flushed skin, disheveled hair, and plump lips bitten red. He thinks he should feel more embarrassed, and perhaps he will tomorrow.
    Hanbin, however, looks entirely too pleased to be caught like this — and so Hao smiles, too.

    After relentless pestering, virgin Zhang Hao finally gives in and downloads a dating app, openly advertising himself as a first-timer looking to learn (dignity be damned).

    Technically, Hanbin’s job is to prevent workplace drama, but he's not about to let the chance slip by when his office crush pops up on his screen.

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    18 May 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 70

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    Even as his rival, especially as his rival, Hao has to admit that Hanbin is magnetic on stage.

    Captivating and charismatic, with dancing skills that place him firmly as one of the top idols of their generation. Along with Hao, of course.

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    Zhang Hao and Sung Hanbin are solo idols who end up entangled in a messy rivals with benefits slash friends with benefits situation.

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    01 May 2025

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