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    Shane’s catching his breath against Ilya’s neck when he feels a tingle on his arm, a sort of pinching feeling on his wrist, and he raises his hand in front of his eyes that blink to adjust to the newfound glow in the darkness.

    365:00:00

    All at once, Shane’s blood runs cold. The timer starts to tick down, a number going down with each minute that passes as he stares, and stares, and… stares.

    or, after saying each other’s first names, shane has a year left to live. and it’s all because of ilya rozanov.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    “I felt…bad. It felt bad. I had missed you so much and then I finally saw you again and you -” Shane cut himself off. “I know you didn’t mean to,” he started again. “I know you weren’t trying to be… I don’t know. You didn’t mean to.”

    “I didn’t mean to what?” Ilya’s pulse quickened. Shane wouldn’t meet his eye.

    Shane took a deep breath. “You didn’t mean to hurt me.”

    Ilya felt the words like a sucker punch to the stomach. He swallowed hard, fighting to keep his voice level. “I hurt you?”
    ___________

    An offhand comment from Yuna triggers a conversation between Shane and Ilya about that night in Ilya's Vegas penthouse after the MLH awards. Ilya knew he had fucked up, but maybe not how much. Maybe now he can make up for it.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    After two months of being on Rozanov watch post him being dumped by Montreal Jane, the Raiders all breathe a sigh of relief when their captain goes back to his usual happy self after All-Stars.

    Cliff, Victor, and Connor notice that the timing of Ilya’s good mood coincides strangely well with the open secret (speculation) that Hollander and Rozanov definitely banged it out sometime during that weekend and after some theorizing, they’re pretty sure their captain has had a years long crush on Hollander and that his happiness hinges on making his giant crush on Shane Hollander come to fruition.

    Of course, as his friends, they need to help him to the best of their abilities.

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    10 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 6

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    The first thing Troy notices as he wakes up is he’s laying on the ground, on concrete to be specific. It’s dark when he opens his eyes, the only light visible in the alley he’s laying in a faint lightbulb perched above a door.

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    Troy centric work I had to write myself bc they're hard to find

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    10 Mar 2026

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    After the argument and the near plane crash and them getting engaged; Shane is in Ottawa and Bood is hosting a Team BBQ.
    Shane asks Ilya if they can go, he wants to meet his team even if it is just as Ilya's friend.

    They're planning on coming out in the summer anyway so there is really no harm in meeting The Ottawa Centaurs right?

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    Shane agrees to meet Ilya's team as his friend to test the waters.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    “What happened to your hands?”

    Ilya pulled his hand gingerly out of Shane’s grip, planning to tuck them both under his thighs where Shane couldn’t see, but Shane caught him again despite his disorientation, as if drawn to Ilya’s skin by a magnet. He blinked his huge, dark, bottomless eyes at Ilya as a heavy silence filled the space, and Ilya felt like he was standing on the edge of a cliff, being pulled forward over the precipice with nothing to grab onto.

    “It looks like you hit someone.”

    Alternate ending for the club scene from episode 4.

    What if Shane had stayed to drink away his feelings and talk to a new friend instead of leaving with Rose? What if Ilya was the only one who could protect him from the fallout?

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    10 Mar 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 37

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    “You look terrible actually.”

    “Well I am not pretty like you, this is something I must live with everyday.” Ilya retorted sleepily.

    “Ilya.”

    “Hmmm.” Ilya stirred as he heard his name called, and it sounded like it may not have been the first time Shane had said it.

    “You actually feel like you may have a temperature.” Shane's voice hovered above him somewhere, blurry around the edges and laced with worry.

    “I’m fine.” Ilya responded immediately, but his voice broke in betrayal and he knew it didn’t sound very convincing.

    “You’re hot.” Shane responded, hand now pressing against Ilya’s forehead.

    “Of course I am.” Ilya swatted his hand away, and tried his best to look perfectly fine. Because he was fine. Totally fine. Maybe he did just need to get up and eat something.

    Shane narrowed his eyes at him. “No, you feel like you have a fever, you idiot.”

     

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    Ilya has just wrapped up his time in Boston with a week long bender in recognition.
    Now, in the safe space of the Cottage, he’s crashing hard. Thankfully he has Shane there to panic, stress and force feed him medication in his time of need…something he hasn’t had in quite a while.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    “You’re cute when you worry,” he meets Shane’s eye, smiling both because it’s true, and because he’s trying to convince Shane that he’s okay. “Mr Caretaker. Mr Nurse.”

    “That’s Mr Doctor to you,” Shane chirps back.

    “Oh so you have medical degree now?”

    “I don’t need a medical degree to see how sick you are, Ilya. You were seriously going to play like this?”

    “Who do you think I am? Of course not. I said if I felt better, I could have played. And I did not feel better. "

     

    Four weeks, two major league hockey players sharing a brain cell and a little something aptly nicknamed 'The Kissing Disease'.

    (otherwise known as 'the mono fic')

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    10 Mar 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 62

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    “You perverts probably enjoyed it didn't you?” Ilya asked while Shane actually started to slide out of his chair toward the floor.

    “What does it matter to you Ilya? It is not your concern how Rose and I choose to enjoy the entertainment provided to us?”

    “Ah, but shouldn't we know if we are providing entertainment? I would have done better, tell them Shane, it wasn't even my best work!” Ilya begged.

    Or

    Ilya figured out that Shane wants to be watched and asks their best friends for help.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Cliff notices things. Like the fact that his best friend isn’t straight.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Ilya thinks he plays hockey. Why else would he be in Canada? Why would he befriend a hockey star, Shane Hollander? Ilya must be an MLH hockey player. And a good one, too, if he's still in Canada, some ten years after being drafted. He guesses Shane is his teammate, they are friends, close friends probably, and Yuna loves him so much that he is like a second son. She cried at his hospital bed and everything. He has a family here, in Canada. Ilya Rozanov, at twenty-eight, is a very lucky man.

    Or: Ilya wakes up to find out that all his dreams came true.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander left Ilya's lap and was swept up in Rose Landry as Ilya watched from the other side of a screen. None of his teammates knew what had gotten under their captain's skin, and they didn't know what to tell him when a bad concussion took his memory.

    It didn't take long for Ilya to figure it out, because Shane didn't take everything with him when he left.

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    09 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 81

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    A cancelled flight gives Rose the perfect excuse to spend another night at Shane’s house. What she doesn’t know is that she won’t be the only guest spending the night.

     

    OR Rose Landry finds out who Shane’s mystery boyfriend is when her flight gets cancelled due to the weather.

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    09 Mar 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 95

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    “Why won’t you just say it? I can say that I go into… a space when I am with you. I can say that–”

    “Because it’s fine with you! You get all– all demanding and bossy! And that’s fine! You don’t get all… quiet and weird like I do. ”

    Hollander looks away, clearly trying to hide the embarrassed flush on his face. Ilya reels back, trying to piece together just how fucking insane that sentence is. How wrong that sentence is.

    “Hollander, Щеночек, I still have bitemarks from last time I saw you because I didn’t fuck you quick enough, you are bossy. Bossiest person I have ever met. You tell me where to go and what to do and I listen.”

    “Not– not like you do to me. I doesn’t even matter–”

    “It does matter. It matters because you lie. You say you do not enjoy it, do not need it. I am seeing right now that you do. Let yourself enjoy it for fucking once.”
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    or: shane & ilya *somewhat* come to terms with their dom/sub tendencies... surely there won't be any miscommunication causing this to backfire massively! (...cough set in ep 4... tuna melt scene...so...)

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    09 Mar 2026

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    They have spent ten years keeping their relationship a secret.

    They’re careful about it.
    They follow the rules.
    They never let it slip.

    Or so they think.

    And then the Centaurs' plane crashes and suddenly the secrets don't really matter.

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    09 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 31

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    “Hey,” Shane replied quietly. “How are you feeling, Ilya?”

    Ilya flinched and jerked his hand out of Shane’s. Shane got a front row ticket as Ilya contorted his confused, slightly scared expression into something cold and closed-off.

    “You came to check on me, da? Very good sport spirit, Hollander. You can leave now. You are very good at that, yes?”

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    Ilya gets a concussion at a Boston vs Montreal match post tuna melt. It's definitely not because Rose Landry was cheering on Shane from the stands.

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    09 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 67

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    Hayden knows he's not the smartest guy in the world. He's got a decent hockey IQ — good enough to make him the Metros second round draft pick the year before Shane — but he doesn't read for fun like some people. He's street smart, and if this Tracie chick can be a movie star and get cat-fished that means it can happen to any celebrity.

    Maybe even a celebrity that lets his momager handle the bulk of his social media.

    Maybe especially his sweet, sheltered friend who has a secret girlfriend he's never let anyone see. Or told how they met. Or even video-called — fuck regular called — in the hotel room he shared with his best friend and teammate.

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    09 Mar 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 80

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    The chain is new, but this is undoubtedly his necklace. His mothers necklace. 

    Skipping his fingers greedily along the chain, Ilya hurries to put it on, fumbling with the strange clasp until he hears a satisfying click of it locking in place. The weight is more than he’s used to, sits heavy on his skin where the previous one had danced and moved with him.

    It could feel cloying, choking; instead, it offers reassurance.

    I’m here. Not lost. Still here.

    His chest heaves with another sob, and Ilya darts into the bathroom; he needs a mirror, he needs to see-

    The thicker chain, new and sparkling, glimmers even in the shitty hotel bathroom lighting.

    OR

    Ilya loses his necklace, and it almost costs him Shane too.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    A normal trip to Boston for the Metros is ruined by a serious accident involving their captain. Hayden is losing it- and weirdly enough, so's that Rozanov guy...

    AKA: Author cannot help the fact that Shane is whump-shaped

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    07 Mar 2026

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    “You know he’s wearing one of those, too,” Hayden said, pointing at Rozanov’s wedding ring.
    Rozanov snorted. “Yes, Pike.”

    Or: Hayden tries to comfort a jealous Ilya Rozanov.

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    07 Mar 2026

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