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    Ilya doesn’t remember slamming his fist down on the counter. Or even making the decision to do so. The thing he won’t ever be able to forget, however?

    Is the quiet, almost inaudible intake of breath from behind him. The wide-eyed expression of pure, unadulterated fear on Dima’s face when Ilya, ripping the headphones off his head, whirls around to look at him. Dima’s defensive stance, his tense shoulders, his harsh breathing, the wariness with which he’s staring at Ilya as if Ilya’s—as if he’s everything Dima’s ever been afraid of in his life, made real and palpable right in front of him.

    [5 times Ilya has to contend with the heartbreaking fact that his nephew is terrified of him, plus the 1 time he realizes that might not actually be true anymore.]

    [Can be read as a standalone.]

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    19 Feb 2026

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    When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    oh this is so good 🥺🥹🥹

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    When Ilya agreed to let Shane adopt a cat to join their family, he did not expect Shane to fall in love with a hairless cat named Pork, the fattest, meanest, and ugliest creature that the shelter had to offer.

    And he certainly didn't expect for Pork to be his sworn nemesis.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    Shane is sitting above the covers on the bed, which they clearly made by pushing the two twin beds together. “This is my roommate, Shane,” says Ilya. Shane looks up from his phone and shakes his head as he blushes, “you’re such an asshole.”

    Ilya says, “Harris asked if beds were made of cardboard.” Ilya gets close to the bed frame and knocks, showing how sturdy it is. “Is not cardboard, very strong. Hard to break.”

    “Ilya,” Shane says in a tone both reprimanding and chirpy.

     

    Or, Ilya takes Harris’s advice and films videos for TikTok while at the Olympic village.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Alexis: Considering how he throws Hollander around on the ice, I’m worried about you girl 😂

    Jane: Oh, he does love to throw me around.

    Jane: Haha.

    Or,
    Ilya’s decision to fuck with Shane backfires spectacularly. And Shane gets a support system along the way.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.

    Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.

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    05 Feb 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i love love ilya's crash out in this ughh

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    Diaz gets right up in his face and wow, his eyes are even more beautiful up close.

    “You can endanger yourself as much as you want if you’ve got a death wish, but you don’t get to put your team or the people we are trying to save on the line.”

    Then he’s turning on his heels and storming away.

    And look, Buck will be pissed off about it later, how Diaz thought he could just walk up to Buck and spit him out like that, but right now he’s got a perfect view of Diaz’s ass as he walks away and his upper brain immediately stops working because fuck, what an ass. Buck really wants to get his hands on it and squeeze.

    Too bad the guy it’s attached to is a bit of a dick.

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    Probational Firefighters Evan “Buck” Buckley and Eddie Diaz meet on a call which ends with them at odds with each other.

    As the months roll by, they keep running into each other on the job, much to Eddie’s dismay and Buck’s delight.

    Can they put aside their first opinions and misunderstandings and allow the seeds of friendship, and possibly something more, to take root?

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Shane and Ilya's relationship is the best kept secret in all of professional hockey. That is, until an ill-fated Christmas party brings it all crashing down.

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    27 Jan 2026

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    this is just so fluffy ugh

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    SEQUEL TO 'LITTLE ONE (OUR MALYSHKA)'

    In which Shane and Ilya adjust to having a teenage daughter.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    25 Jan 2026

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    god i love them being dads

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    19 Jan 2026

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    this is extremely entertaining

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    Eddie thinks for a moment.
    He can’t, he shouldn’t get caught up in the oxytocin-laced response of whatever this is. His heart sings desperate beneath its rapid pulse, and Eddie knows this feeling isn’t going away. He deliberates before proposing, “I’m good with casual.”
    Buck works his lower lip into his mouth, lost in thought. He’s quick with his response. “Yeah. Casual. I’ll warn you though, I’ve never been great at casual.”
    “Ok. Let’s make a deal: we keep our personal lives out of it. No personal details. No last names, nothing. Just two guys, being… casual.” Eddie realizes it makes no sense as soon as he says it. He blames it on the alcohol, but really, he’s just saying anything, anything he can think of to try and convince Buck to let Eddie see him again. He wonders if Buck’s groveling with himself just as much.
    “Fuck it. Yeah, let’s do that.”

     

    Or, Buck meets Eddie at a bar and the two agree to keep things casual. Meanwhile, Mr. Buckley is a junior high teacher who meets Christopher Diaz, a student of his with an elusive single dad. These two things aren't connected, probably.

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    16 Jan 2026

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    The chances of being struck by lightning twice are incredibly minute, but Buck still manages to pull it off. During a double date with Marisol and Natalia, nonetheless. Eddie manages to resuscitate him, but as Buck recovers from yet another trauma, Eddie can’t help but notice there’s something very different about him. He’s not quite sure what version of Buck he got back.

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    06 Jan 2026

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    so heartbreakingly good

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    24 Dec 2025

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    goddamn this was beautiful, cried so hard at every interval

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    Buck licked his lips, his next words coming out broken and pitiful. “Can you kiss me?”

    Eddie tilted his head and kissed the corner of Buck’s jaw. “Here?” He asked playfully.

    He made a considering noise, “Or, how about…here?” He said, then kissed the opposite side of Buck’s face, chastely pecking his cheek.

    “Or, I know,” He teased, “Here,” He said, so tenderly that Buck’s chest cracked open wide, splitting neatly down the middle. He pressed his lips to the spot above Buck’s left brow, right where his birthmark was. Buck’s eyes fluttered shut, giving Eddie access to kiss where his birthmark continued under his brow.

    Or, the one where Buck finds out he's pregnant after Eddie has left for El Paso, and messiness ensues.

    For Pregnant Buck Week 2025

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    20 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    so good, so soft so fluffy *sighhh

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    During Eddie's first shift with the 118, Buck feels threatened by the new alpha in the pack and he acts like a complete jerk.

    He assumes Eddie hates him after that.

    But for some reason, Eddie keeps showing up with courting presents.

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    15 Dec 2025

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    my god this was so fun to read grahhh love LOVE EVERYTHING ABT THIS

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    Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.

    But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.

    Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.

     

    (or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)

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    29 Nov 2025

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    this is so adorable aaaaaaaaa

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    Bobby would like the record to state that he did not intend to be this much of an asshole about it. Quite frankly, it had been an unforeseeable turn of events completely out of his control as long as you ignored the fact he had done it on purpose and enjoyed every second of it. Because Bobby Nash was not a spiteful man. He could, however, be a very petty one.

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    The Buckley parents happen to be in town around Buck’s birthday, and they let something slip about his non-existent baby box. Bobby decides to do something about it.

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    26 Nov 2025

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    teared up on and off throughout the whole fic 😢

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    “As I’ve said five times now, you are my best friend. In the entire universe, for the rest of time. If you could get best friend married, I’d best friend marry you, okay? Can you please chill out?”

    Buck blinks. “You’d best friend marry me?”

    Eddie groans. “Are you only hearing every second word I say?”

    “We should - - we should do that. That’s - - Eddie, we should do that.”

     

    Or, Buck is jealous. He platonically proposes about it.

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    24 Nov 2025

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    AAAAAA THIS IS SO FREAKING CUTE

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    "EDDIE! HI!,” Buck yells. Everyone in the room flinches. Buck clears his throat. “Um. Hi. Good morning,” he whispers. “Nice to see you both here today.”

    “In our…kitchen?” Christopher asks.

    “Exactly,” Buck agrees. “It’s a nice kitchen. And my favorite guys are in it. Just like…just like normal.”

    “Okay,” Christopher shrugs. “I don’t remember you being this weird.”

     

    Or, Buck and Eddie try to keep their new relationship a secret. It doesn't go well.

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    24 Nov 2025

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    this is so adorable

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