crawlingcarrion
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He couldn’t be distracted from what he had to do. Not by the nagging knowledge that they would end up a tragedy like disposable Michael Shelley, like the Sasha who wasn’t, like awful, perfect Tim, like whoever Daisy Tonner could’ve been, like Basira and Melanie and Georgie might yet be, like, like, like. If Martin let it, grief would consume him again. Maybe numbness would save him from what Somewhere Else could have for him. He knew it wouldn’t. But maybe it would save him now.
.......or, martin takes matters into his own hands and gets a do-over. everyone suffers.
rated M for mental illness (and violence)
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Arthur Lester doesn't die from being dismembered. What's anyone even supposed to do at this point?
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05 Jul 2025
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When the weight of his trauma starts to wear Arthur a little too thin, John does the only thing that any disembodied spirit with one hand and one foot could do: he finds a pen. At least one of them knows when to ask for help.
Bookmarked by crawlingcarrion
22 Jun 2025
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explodes the friends ever with my mind <3
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losing something important by rosesofenvy for BonesoftheTrees, IchthyOccult
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
06 Jun 2025
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"What's John saying?"
Tell him I'm asking what's wrong with you!
"I don't…" Arthur screws his eyes shut and John groans in irritation. It's cut off when Arthur finishes with, "Who?"
Who?! John! Me!Bookmarked by crawlingcarrion
11 Jun 2025
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It is disproportionately confusing, like showing up at his home address only to find a different house on the lot. It isn’t like that, though. No part of this should feel wrong.
Noel’s fingers are touching his wrist. “John?”
“It’s fine.”
“You know,” Noel says, moving to get the bandages. “You’re only a little better at lying these days, daffodil.”
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John nicks his finger while cutting fruit.Bookmarked by crawlingcarrion
03 Jun 2025
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Wings of the Hastily Assembled Angel by Flying_Fangirls for bagelistyping, SeerOfTime
Fandoms: Malevolent (Podcast)
30 May 2025
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John could not stop staring at hands.
His, to be exact, and Arthur’s. The left hands.
He supposed he could call them both his hands, but that felt… wrong. Or, not entirely wrong, but mostly wrong. Much as the grooves along Arthur’s palm— kept hidden and intimate within the hold of thin fingers— felt like an old home to John, he could not bring himself to leave his signature on the deed.
Instead, over the days, his eyes kept tracing the line of fine bone across the back of the hand, following them to their ends to find the start of fine, dark splinters laced into flesh.
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John has a body. Whose it is has yet to be determined.
Bookmarked by crawlingcarrion
02 Jun 2025
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7k of horrible horrible angst and some of the best john characterization on the whole damn website <3