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Putting out my Killer!Oikawa x Yandere!Iwaizumi brairot.
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Iwaizumi saw that person—not in a dream, not in some abstract, haunting ache. He saw him.
Behind every window he looked out of. In the dark corners of night streets with broken streetlights. His soul lingered there—pure and clear as starlight. Hard to see, but warm. Soothing. A breath he’d almost forgotten how to take.
He knew he shouldn’t hold on so tightly to what was already dead. That love, like the prepackaged food trays in the convenience store, came with an expiration date. That someday, you had to throw it out. But after all these years, he thought he’d forget. Forget what he had done. But he couldn’t.
The grief chewed at the edges of his thoughts. It made it hard to breathe. Hard to look in the mirror. It made him tremble when he touched himself, groping for hard bones or soft skin—as if maybe, just maybe, he’d find him there.
He is alive, and he knows.
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14 Jun 2025
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They were supposed to be dead.
But when Iwaizumi stumbles across two broken boys in the dead of night—half-starved, drugged, and discarded like trash—he makes a choice that will tie him to a past he thought he’d buried, and to people he no longer understands.Oikawa hasn’t trusted anyone in years. Sugawara stopped believing in safety long before that.
Dragged into the Yakuza as pawns in a game they never asked to play, they’ve learned to survive by shutting down, shutting up, and clinging to each other like lifelines.But survival isn’t healing. And rescue isn’t freedom.
As the shadows of abuse, trauma, and power still loom, former friends, forgotten promises, and dangerous strangers re-enter their lives—with questions no one is ready to answer.
A dark, slow-burning exploration of trauma, loyalty, and the blurry line between mercy and complicity.
There are no clean rescues here—only damage control.Bookmarked by gh0ulia
10 Jun 2025
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In a privately-run underground prison ruled by gangs and silence, survival comes at a brutal cost. Nagi Seishiro, once gifted and untouchable, now trades his body to the dominant gang — Shidou’s crew — in exchange for drugs and cigarettes, numbing himself into apathy. His cellmate, Mikage Reo, took the fall for Nagi’s crimes and now watches helplessly as the boy he loves self-destructs in front of him, begging him to stop, breaking more each time he fails.
On the other side of the prison, a quieter, more dangerous force rules — Kaiser’s gang. Backed by the Yakuza boss Ego-san, their power extends beyond prison walls. Kaiser and Isagi, toxic cellmates and occasional lovers, drift in a haze of manipulation, mind games, and casual cruelty. They observe the prison’s suffering like it’s entertainment, especially the slow collapse of Nagi and Reo.
Around them, alliances, lust, and violence blur into survival. Two gangs run the prison. One rules with brute force. The other with fear beyond the bars. Between them are shattered boys trying to feel, love, or forget — and most of them won’t make it out the same.
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09 Jun 2025
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Four teams. Two weeks. One volleyball camp.
Oikawa doesn’t think much of Karasuno’s quiet second setter—until Sugawara shows up late one morning, limping, silent, and trying too hard to pretend he’s fine.
Oikawa starts to notice things: the way Sugawara flinches, avoids showers, disappears at night.But he’s not the only one watching.
Daichi’s always been there, and Sugawara trusts him.
Oikawa just showed up—and now he doesn’t know what hurts more: not knowing what Sugawara is hiding, or not being the one he turns to.Bookmarked by gh0ulia
01 Jun 2025
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He just sat there, holding him, as the sun disappeared completely below the horizon.
The room bathed in twilight. Silent. Reverent.
Daichi pressed a kiss to Sugawara’s temple, his hand still laced through his fingers.
“You got your sunset,” he whispered.
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01 Jun 2025