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Putting out my Killer!Oikawa x Yandere!Iwaizumi brairot.
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Iwaizumi saw that person—not in a dream, not in some abstract, haunting ache. He saw him.
Behind every window he looked out of. In the dark corners of night streets with broken streetlights. His soul lingered there—pure and clear as starlight. Hard to see, but warm. Soothing. A breath he’d almost forgotten how to take.
He knew he shouldn’t hold on so tightly to what was already dead. That love, like the prepackaged food trays in the convenience store, came with an expiration date. That someday, you had to throw it out. But after all these years, he thought he’d forget. Forget what he had done. But he couldn’t.
The grief chewed at the edges of his thoughts. It made it hard to breathe. Hard to look in the mirror. It made him tremble when he touched himself, groping for hard bones or soft skin—as if maybe, just maybe, he’d find him there.
He is alive, and he knows.
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14 Jun 2025
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They were supposed to be dead.
But when Iwaizumi stumbles across two broken boys in the dead of night—half-starved, drugged, and discarded like trash—he makes a choice that will tie him to a past he thought he’d buried, and to people he no longer understands.Oikawa hasn’t trusted anyone in years. Sugawara stopped believing in safety long before that.
Dragged into the Yakuza as pawns in a game they never asked to play, they’ve learned to survive by shutting down, shutting up, and clinging to each other like lifelines.But survival isn’t healing. And rescue isn’t freedom.
As the shadows of abuse, trauma, and power still loom, former friends, forgotten promises, and dangerous strangers re-enter their lives—with questions no one is ready to answer.
A dark, slow-burning exploration of trauma, loyalty, and the blurry line between mercy and complicity.
There are no clean rescues here—only damage control.Bookmarked by gh0ulia
10 Jun 2025
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In a privately-run underground prison ruled by gangs and silence, survival comes at a brutal cost. Nagi Seishiro, once gifted and untouchable, now trades his body to the dominant gang — Shidou’s crew — in exchange for drugs and cigarettes, numbing himself into apathy. His cellmate, Mikage Reo, took the fall for Nagi’s crimes and now watches helplessly as the boy he loves self-destructs in front of him, begging him to stop, breaking more each time he fails.
On the other side of the prison, a quieter, more dangerous force rules — Kaiser’s gang. Backed by the Yakuza boss Ego-san, their power extends beyond prison walls. Kaiser and Isagi, toxic cellmates and occasional lovers, drift in a haze of manipulation, mind games, and casual cruelty. They observe the prison’s suffering like it’s entertainment, especially the slow collapse of Nagi and Reo.
Around them, alliances, lust, and violence blur into survival. Two gangs run the prison. One rules with brute force. The other with fear beyond the bars. Between them are shattered boys trying to feel, love, or forget — and most of them won’t make it out the same.
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09 Jun 2025
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Four teams. Two weeks. One volleyball camp.
Oikawa doesn’t think much of Karasuno’s quiet second setter—until Sugawara shows up late one morning, limping, silent, and trying too hard to pretend he’s fine.
Oikawa starts to notice things: the way Sugawara flinches, avoids showers, disappears at night.But he’s not the only one watching.
Daichi’s always been there, and Sugawara trusts him.
Oikawa just showed up—and now he doesn’t know what hurts more: not knowing what Sugawara is hiding, or not being the one he turns to.Bookmarked by gh0ulia
01 Jun 2025
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He just sat there, holding him, as the sun disappeared completely below the horizon.
The room bathed in twilight. Silent. Reverent.
Daichi pressed a kiss to Sugawara’s temple, his hand still laced through his fingers.
“You got your sunset,” he whispered.
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01 Jun 2025
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He stands in front of his mirror in only his boxers, slowly picking apart his body. It was a part of his nightly routine. Atsumu had tried many different ways of trying to break himself out of this curse- hence the scars littering his body and his weak fingernails from shoving them down his throat. Or maybe the way too much hair falls out when he brushes or runs his hands through it. His secret would forever only be safe with him. The team was never happy at the fact that he didn’t like going out, or that’s what he had told them.
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- Part 4 of Haikyuu angst
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22 Apr 2025
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Birds of a feather (flock together) by GlitterStained for sarahenany, Thursday26
Fandoms: Haikyuu!!
11 Feb 2024
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After something terrible happens, the Karasuno Volleyball Club is forced to switch schools. As the Interhigh approaches, they try to settle as the newborn Kurotori male VBC. But shadows and ghosts weigh heavily over them, and it seems like everybody suddenly has some business meddling in their business. The team sticks together, but between passion and fear, it's getting hard to tell the difference between what protects them and what might well tear them down.
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- Part 1 of Blackbirdverse
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22 Apr 2025
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Yamaguchi has a secret, so does Tsukishima.
They tell each other everything. Except this.- Language:
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22 Apr 2025
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Popular Monster - Falling in Reverse
-----After an attempt, Semi landed himself in the psychiatry unit. He didn't mind it at all, knowing how toxic his mind had become when resurfaced trauma had come knocking on his door unwanted. The only thing he did mind, was the weeks waiting time to see his friends again. Now they weren't the one to find him, but Semi still felt guilt after all that has happened.
Meanwhile, Shirabu is desperately trying to find Semi's mother as they have been told by Kaori (Semi's sister) that she is still alive. She could be the key to renew the restraining order against Semi's father, because she was the only one beside Semi that knew, how dangerous he actually is.-----
This is part two of the series. I will write it, so it's not necessary to read the first one to understand this one
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- Part 2 of Mental Health comes first
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22 Apr 2025
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Y/N has been through a lot these last four years, breaking up with her boyfriend, later finding out she’s pregnant, co-raising the little angel, moving to Japan and meeting Schweidan Alders super hot Ace who may be the exact thing she needs.
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22 Apr 2025
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Everyone gets one chance to pick their soulmate. Once done, the process is irreversible - after all, it involves splitting your soul in half and exchanging pieces of your destiny with your partner. It isn't something to be done on a whim. It's an intimate bond that entangles one heart with another, and has life-changing affects for both participants, especially if the exchange is inequal, or incomplete.
But Sugawara Koushi was dying, and Daichi didn't know how else to get him more time.
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22 Apr 2025
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As Life Goes On by seriinwrites
Fandoms: 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Manga), 呪術廻戦 | Jujutsu Kaisen (Anime)
23 Nov 2025
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And they lived happily ever after - or that‘s at least how you‘d imagined how your life would turn out with Suguru. But your dreams were crushed in an instant when Suguru decided to turn his back on you, his friends and his previous life. His loss left you broken, forcing you to leave Jujutsu High behind, unable to bear the memories.
Almost a decade later, you’re walking on those same school grounds with a new job offer at hand. Due to some unresolved problems you’re struggling with a decision. Gojō, your once close friend, grapples with your unexpected return. He‘s caught in a tough position once he realizes that the innocent crush he had for you only grew stronger. He found himself torn between his feelings and the guilt that‘s eating him form within.
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- Part 2 of As Life Goes On
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22 Apr 2025
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“I have to go to the bathroom.” Tadashi announces.
“I also need to go. To the bathroom. I have to go to the bathroom.” Tsuki says.
“Together?” Daichi asks, looking at them both.
“Yes.” Tsuki says, pushing his glasses up his nose.
There was a few seconds of silence before Tanaka says, “Like how girls go together to like- put their makeup on or to like- I don’t know.. Complain about.. Periods?”
“I doubt Yamaguchi and I will ever find a reason to put makeup on each other or talk about periods in a bathroom ever, so no.”
“Then… why?” Sugawara says.
“Well, I assume to use it for its intended purpose. Do I really need to explain the functions of a bathroom to you all?”
Or: Yamaguchi is suffering but there are a few things that make him feel better.
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22 Apr 2025
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The world was ending. Then it ended.
And then it kept going.Life has always been this way. The zombie plague that had decimated the planet is barely more that a couple of rotted corpses you see once or twice a year. They scavenge for necessities and, most importantly, they scavenge for knowledge - desperate to save the endlessly vast sum of human ingenuity before the slow march of time turns it all to dust.
Taking on title of leader with no predecessor to guide him, Daichi is determined to turn their band of survivors into a town capable of fostering more than just the bare necessities. Oikawa must learn to be a doctor in a world without medicine, Tendou and Kenma flee from a society incapable of accepting the world as it is, and far across the island, Kita protects a safe community that might have a real shot of becoming more than just the last capital of Japan. Hinata, on the other hand, decides to learn how to play volleyball.
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22 Apr 2025