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Is it Oura now? by DorkFace
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
19 Feb 2026
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During the Rose interlude Shane gets an Oura ring sponsorship and wears it on his right ring finger. Ilya, being Russian, loses his goddamn mind about it.
Disclaimer: this is not an ad and I do not know how Oura rings work (but it’s ok because I’m pretty sure neither Shane nor Ilya really do either).
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26 Feb 2026
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all the things he did by blankjournals
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Dec 2025
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4 times Shane was strict with Ilya and the 1 time he wasn't ft Ilya having an emotional crisis over it.
OR: inspired by the tweet: ilya actually love having a strict boyfriend. like no his bitch do not let him have friends NO he not allowed to be out past 11 and NO U CANNOT SIT HERE!!!
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24 Feb 2026
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Ilya smiles. Fuck him. Seriously. Fuck him. “How many times can you come?”
“Dunno,” Shane says, hands flat against the curve of Ilya’s back. He runs so hot. Shane wants to lick him all over, sink his teeth into the hard knots of his muscle. “Maybe twice?”
“Fuck,” Ilya whispers, and dips down again to slot their mouths together. There’s a helpless quality to the movement that makes Shane feel like a goddamn king. “Can I try?”
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Ilya finds out for himself how many times Shane can come.- Language:
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22 Feb 2026
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“So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?”
“Yeah.”
Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.”
Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?”
Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?”
Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?”
Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.”
“Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.”
Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.
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- Part 4 of cjo + hr
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22 Feb 2026
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is there a line that I could just go cross? by justanotherexlover
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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“What did you just say?” Shane asked, turning his head to look over his shoulder at Ilya. His hands, which were washing the dishes left over from the pasta they’d cooked for dinner, stilled.
“I said, if you wanted to have sex with other men while on the road, or in Montreal, you can,” Ilya said, shrugging. His face was lax, as if he were telling Shane about the weather, or a story from the Boston locker room. As if the idea of Shane getting fucked by other men were no big deal to him.
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Shane takes Ilya up on his offer to sleep with other people.
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22 Feb 2026
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Not His Hands by ompalompap
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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“Ilya,” he whispers, voice hoarse. “I don’t feel right.”
The hand doesn’t pull away. Instead, it slides lower.
Shane stiffens as fingers trace down his spine, lingering too long, dipping beneath the hem of his shirt. Skin-on-skin contact sends a jolt through him, not pleasure, not comfort, but something sharp and wrong. His breath catches.
Then the hand grips him. Firmly. Possessive. Fingers digging into his ass through his jeans.
Shane jerks slightly, confusion slicing through the fog. His heart stutters, a hard, uneven beat that makes his chest ache.
That’s… not-
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Someone puts something in Shane’s drink. Ilya is not happy.
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21 Feb 2026
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"If things only stay exactly like this, nothing will go wrong.
Nobody will get hurt."
Or: Ilya Rozanov has already lost a loved one to suicide. He can’t let it happen again.
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21 Feb 2026
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Barstool Sports Canada reports that Montreal Metros captain Shane Hollander has started learning Russian from new teammate and Russian rookie Sergei Dovonchezky.
Ilya has some thoughts. None of them are particularly kind.
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- Part 6 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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21 Feb 2026
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imagine being loved by me by snoopyilya
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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With every part of him, Ilya had bewitched Shane; the chirping, the aggressive way he played, skating circles around everyone else but Shane, the incandescent way he seemed to glow with the reflection of the ice beneath their skates; everything about him made him weak, and at the same time, it made him stronger.
Maybe that’s why, when everything settled between them, Shane started to settle too; his personality becoming more true to himself, more snippy, more petty. And most importantly, more protective of what was his.
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21 Feb 2026
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i care, i care, i care by amongtheshadows
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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“If it ever gets bad,” he’d said quietly, eyes serious in a way that made Ilya’s chest ache, “you call me. Or you call my parents. You don’t get to drown by yourself anymore. They love you. I love you and that’s not conditional.”
Ilya had brushed it off at first. He always did. “I am not drowning.”
Shane had just tilted his head. “Promise me anyway.”
And because it was Shane, because the word promise meant something sacred to him, Ilya had nodded.
“I promise.”
(ie. ilya gets sent a photo of irina while shane is in montreal and does the right thing and reaches out for help)
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20 Feb 2026
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“What is this ‘ball and chain’?” Ilya frowned.
Ilya's teammate grinned. “Wife. Girlfriend. Nagging you. Controlling. No fun allowed.”
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- Part 1 of cobblestone (hollanov fics)
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20 Feb 2026
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we're kings of the killing (we're out for blood) by foxesjosten
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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“Stop showing off, Rozanov!” Shane shouts from the other end of the alley, swinging his seraph blade to his right. He doesn’t have to look. His swing connects with the Shax demon in a flash. Maybe he was showing off a little bit too.
“Showing off or showing you up, Hollander?” Ilya says back, all lightning reflexes and fiery wit.
Ilya takes off in a run towards him, leaping off a wall near Shane and over his head. He thrusts his blade through a Shax midair, taking it with him to the ground. Not a drop of ichor lands on Shane.
or: the shadowhunters hollanov au i've been thinking about for ages
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20 Feb 2026
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(you know i worry) you're all i have to lose by fearofgod
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Feb 2026
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The call comes at 4:17 in the afternoon.
Shane remembers that detail later because it feels obscene that something capable of splitting a life in half could happen at 4:17 pm on a random Tuesday. It isn’t a dramatic time. It isn’t midnight. It isn’t even dawn. It’s an hour usually reserved for emails and reheated coffee and midday practice. It fits neatly into a calendar square. It looks harmless.
Up until 4:16, the day is aggressively mundane.
(or, the centaurs' bus crashes and shane has to sit with the idea of losing everything)
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19 Feb 2026
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Back to the egg (it's crimson and gold) by passacig
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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Shane and Ilya once knew each other in what feels like another life. Years later, Shane has transitioned, buried his past and finally embraced his truest self. He comes to McGill to play on the men’s hockey team—only to find his roommate is Ilya Rozanov.
“Sorry—um.” Shane swallowed. “I’m Shane.”
Something passed across Ilya’s face, quick and unreadable. Shane’s pulse spiked, thudding loud in his ears. Did he know? If Ilya recognized him—if something clicked—what would stop him from telling the coaches? What would stop him from telling everyone?
Then Ilya smoothed it away, the moment gone as if it had never existed.“Huh,” he said. “Funny. I used to know a Shane. Pretty girl. Good at hockey.”
Shane’s eyes widened. His mouth went dry. Was Ilya fucking with him?
“Oh—um. I—”
“Relax,” Ilya cut in, lips curling into something almost amused, almost sharp. “You are very pretty, too.”
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- Part 1 of Back to the egg (it’s crimson and gold)
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19 Feb 2026
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What if Shane didn’t send his ‘We didn’t even kiss’ text… but Ilya did.
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19 Feb 2026
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Small Serendipity by the_hemlocked
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Feb 2026
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When he was seven years old, Shane Hollander was briefly lost at an airport. Luckily, the kindness of a stranger ensured he made it back to his parents safely, putting an end to a terrifying three hours for the Hollanders. It takes twenty years (and one heated rivalry) for Shane to learn the name of his rescuer. It takes twenty years for Ilya to learn his wish had already come true.
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18 Feb 2026
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My love mine all mine by mareastralis
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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"You want me to hook up with some random guy on one of the rare nights we get to spend together after we flew all the way here on purpose just so I can try to have a different experience?"
Or: After the cottage, after the confessions, before the trade to Ottawa, Shane and Ilya are adapting to a new version of their relationship, where needs and wants still have to be discussed. They're not great at the whole 'communicating' thing yet, and it all comes to a head when Ilya pushes Shane in the arms of someone else, for what he thinks is the good of everyone involved.
Based on the conversation mentioned in TLG where Ilya and Shane talked about seeing other people
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- Part 9 of Hollander-Rozanov (they hyphenated)
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17 Feb 2026
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Don't ever leave (it's you) by laginwords
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
14 Feb 2026
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Shane and Rose break up, but Shane doesn't think he and Ilya can be together, so he decides to try something else. Then he gets drunk, and Ilya comes to his rescue. Some angst, some comfort, some sweetness, some smut.
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15 Feb 2026
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Stupid Canadian Love Day by arminaa
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Feb 2026
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It seemed to Ilya like they invented a silly little holiday for every week of the year. Holiday for disguising children and sending them to bully neighbors for sweets. Holiday for pranks. Holiday to buy cheap shit at stores the day after after another holiday of eating dry bird. Holidays that seem mostly about getting black-out drunk.
There are too fucking many.
Ilya assumes Shane doesn't care about Valentine's Day. Rookie mistake.
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15 Feb 2026
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Hayden had known Shane was gay for a while now.
He didn’t want his best friend to live in a world where it felt dangerous to be his true self. He didn’t want anyone to have to live that way. So lately he had been extra sensitive to the homophobia that was rampant in the NHL. He started calling out his teammates who made homophobic comments. He had already gotten in several fights on the ice over the issue. After being so passive on the issue for so long, he wasn’t holding back any longer.
So he certainly didn’t hold back when he heard Shane’s rival, Ilya fucking Rozanov, being homophobic toward Shane.
OR: Hayden is just trying to be a good ally. He accidentally commits a hate crime instead. Oops.
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- Part 1 of Hayden Pike Allying too Close to the Sun
- Part 1 of World's worst ally
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15 Feb 2026