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    Ilya Rozanov has a "tiny car accident" (his words). Shane Hollander has a full-scale, system-shutdown panic attack about it. Meanwhile, a horrified Hayden is praying for someone to throw him in a lake and tell him that this is all just a big joke, or maybe for a meteor strike; he is really not picky. J.J., on the other hand, is trying to bleach the image of his sweet captain making out with Ilya fucking Rozanov from his brain.

    It's a very normal day for the Montreal Canadiens.

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    06 Mar 2026

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    Shane's first mistake was going to talk to Ilya Rozanov before their game. His second was immediately, stupidly, meeting the eyes of Rozanov’s very much dead mother hovering at his side.

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    06 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 76

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    Ilya had known a public relationship with Shane meant no more trips back to Russia. And that by becoming a Canadian citizen, he had effectively severed his last official tether to the land where he had been born. To the frozen ponds where he had learned to skate. To the home of the language that shaped his thoughts. 

    To the place where his mother had been buried.

    Or: Ilya learns that change doesn't always have to mean leaving the past behind.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Hello?” the voice from her phone said, in Russian. It sounded familiar, somehow. Hesitant. “This is… Irina, yes?

    “Yes,” Irina frowned. “…Who is this?”

    Ah. It’s… Ilya,” her fucking uncle said. Her uncle, who she hadn’t spoken to since she was seven years old. “Ilya Rozanov,” as if that needed clarifying.

    When the trust that Ilya set aside for his niece, Irina, becomes available to her at eighteen, Ilya speaks to her for the first time in twelve years. It changes a lot of things, for the both of them.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    @ilya.rozanov
    [A single picture of Ilya and Shane saying their vows. The arch behind them is a simple wreath of leaves, but the purple hydrangeas and white jasmines intertwined in them match perfectly with the boutonnières on Shane and Ilya’s lapels, respectively. Shane’s smile is watery; Ilya’s is no better, but he has his head ducked, his posture tight with emotion so his eyes are barely visible. They are holding hands.]

    my boy
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    @svetlanas - can’t believe you got to Hollander first. congrats, i guess ❤️ 11314

    @ilya.rozanov - hands off, sveta. he’s mine. ❤️ 44234

    Yuna puts Shane and Ilya on the press run of the decade. The internet goes wild.

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    04 Mar 2026

  6. Rec *

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    At this point Shane’s dick was nearly soft again. Ilya appeared to accept this with ill-grace, withdrawing his hand with an exaggerated sigh. “It is—for mood. Can lower sex drive, the doctor said.” He shrugged. “It's not a big deal. I fuck you some other way.”

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Guys moved for money, or for family. And if it was money, it wouldn't be to fucking Ottawa.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    He was just confused at this point. Was there a problem or not? Why on earth was the school where Hayden Pike sent his children calling him?

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    Ilya Rozanov realizes he's an emergency contact in the exact moment he needs to act like an emergency contact. Hayden Pike has to release a statement about it.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    “Were you sleeping with Rose Landry?” LeClaire asked, and Ilya felt his entire world flip upside down.

    Ilya scoffed and sank into the chair. He stared at his lap and, for a second, wished he could just say yes. It would have been easier. A simpler explanation. Something everyone else could swallow. “No,” he answered instead. “I was not sleeping with Landry.”

    Coach sighed, the weight of it settling uncomfortably in the office. “So it was Hollander, then.”

     

    Or

    Ilya gets called into his Coach's office after Rose and Shane start dating and an uncomfortable conversation takes place. Ilya realizes some things. Also he may need to stop reading his thesaurus.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    “Happy Valentine’s Day,” Harris says, holding out a card.

    “Feels wrong to be taking a gift from another man,” Ilya quips, but takes it anyway. “What is this? ILY-a lot.” He stares at the card for a long time, jaw set and brows drawing together, before shaking his head. “I don’t get it.”

    “Read it again, but slower.”

    ILY-a. Lot.” Ilya pauses, tilting his head and rereading it like the answer might appear if he tries hard enough. “I still don’t get it.”

    Harris opens his mouth to explain—a bit annoyed at the idea of having to walk Ilya through the joke—when Shane steps in from the ice, breathless and a bit sweaty, clearly not paying attention as he fiddles with his gear.

    “Hollander,” Ilya says immediately. “What does ILY mean?”

    Shane blinks. “I love you?”

    “Yes, I know you love me. But what does it mean?”

    or; it’s February 14, and the Ottawa Centaurs’ question of the day comes in the form of custom-made Valentine’s cards for the players (some good, some not so much).

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Sprawled out on a beach chair, damp and sun-kissed, Shane Hollander is oblivious to how fuckable he is.

    So really, posting that photo was just… sharing the truth. A public service.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Ilya is watching the sun rise over the lake at the cottage when Shane joins him and makes a little request.

    “So, I was wondering…next time we fuck…would you like to, uh, skip the condom? Because I’ve been thinking about feeling you skin-to-skin inside me for a while now, and it’s been driving me—”
    Shane did not get a chance to complete his sentence because Ilya had hauled him over and was giving him a kiss, fierce and biting and ravenous.
    After many glorious moments of kissing, the sun warm on their cheeks, Ilya pulled back. Shane licked his lips and gave Ilya a darting glance before looking away. “Anyway, yeah, it’s been driving me insane,” he said, and cleared his throat.
    “Well now that you said it, it makes me insane too,” Ilya replied. “Come.” He stood and hauled Shane up along with him. “Chop chop, Hollander. No time to waste.”

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    04 Mar 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 34

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    One unlucky hit on the ice, and Shane loses more than he could've imagined, or: the romance novel amnesia AU that nobody asked for and that I felt compelled to write anyway.

    Shane—Shane was alive. He was alive, and in the best hospital in Montreal, and being monitored by a vigilant team of doctors and nurses. The machines that were attached to him proclaimed his life. There was his heartbeat: 62 beats per minute. His blood oxygen was 99%. There were all sorts of other numbers and charts, none of which alarmed the nurse who had bustled in and then bustled out again. That meant that everything was good—except for the fact that Shane had not woken up yet. That, Ilya knew, was very, very bad.

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    03 Mar 2026

  14. Rec 3

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    Ilya Rozanov learns to receive love while giving it in return. Set to Bjork's "All Is Full of Love."

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    03 Mar 2026

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    “I think you are silly all the time, but not for this. Do you want to?”

    Shane felt like he had whiplash, especially because he had found it increasingly hard to concentrate once Ilya’s hands had started roaming his hips and brushing his thumbs under the hem of Shane’s shirt.

    “Want to— what?”

    Ilya pulled him forward in one smooth motion. Their hips were flush together and Shane could feel his own erection bumping against Ilya’s. 

    “Do you want to fuck me, Hollander?”

    based on the prompt: it's shane's first time topping a man. he tries not to cum as soon as he gets the tip in (it's okay if he fails)

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    02 Mar 2026

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    "I trust you, with this." Ilya shrugs, trying to be casual about it, but, looking back on it, he hasn't been casual about anything involving Shane Hollander in the past ten years. "Is my first time."

    OR: Ilya is trying to be better about the things he wants.

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    03 Mar 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 83

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    olympic wag now @rozanov81
    -can i just say now that i have canadian citizenship and not being watched over like an eagle that i knew all those motherfuckers were being given steroids. i know i was the most jacked and beautiful but is all natural. anti-doping can verify

    -Harris @hdrovercens
    -- Ilya you're going to get in trouble and I'm NOT helping you out with this one

    --olympic wag now @rozanov81
    --- harris bring your dog and bottle of wine to my house and we can watch together yes?

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    or, ilya rozanov can't compete at the milano-cortina olympics to represent canada, because changing the country you represent there is hard enough, let alone when the country you used to play for has been banned since sochi. he livetweets instead, and finds all of the olympic drama very entertaining. harris and shane really want him to stop.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    In which Ilya comes back to room fourteen ten.

     

    Canon divergent from, and following directly after, s01e01 when Ilya leaves Shane's hotel room. Contains Ilya being a provocative dick, Shane being unable to resist rising (ha) to it, too much discussion of chicken, some David Attenborough, Shane negotiating his feelings and interpersonal relationships with all his classic suavity and skill, and as much sex as two nineteen year old professional athletes can fit into one evening.

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    03 Mar 2026

  19. Rec *

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    hollanov’s third 🧚
    @hollanovoodoo

    so….did anyone see the way shane had to be held back on the bench when ilya got hit…i don’t think i’ve ever seen him that mad….

    wanda v
    @hellorhighwater

    montreal’s really done it now i hope they’re scared for their lives

    reagan 𓂀
    @shilya_hollanov

    his face when the refs called double minor….i fear we’re gonna see a shane hollander we’ve NEVER seen before in the last period

    Or, Shane Hollander plays Montreal for the first time since becoming a Centaur. It goes about as well as he expects.

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    03 Mar 2026

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    Ilya might never step foot in Russia ever again. Might never walk the streets that watched him grow up or hear his native language roll off the tongues of everyone around him. Might never get another chance to visit his mother’s grave until the day his bones are laid to rest beside hers.

    Russia used to be home, where he thought he felt the most like himself.

    But now?

    Ilya knows, as Shane holds his gaze with stars in his eyes and those beautiful freckles gleaming in the sunlight, that his home will always be right here in front of him.

    * * *

    Back at the cottage after coming clean about their newfound relationship, Shane starts to feel guilty for making Ilya choose between him and the only home he’s ever known. For Ilya, though, it was never really much of a choice at all.

    (Or, Shane learns how to make Ilya’s favorite childhood meal, and Ilya has a lot of feelings about it.)

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Well, this one got me fellas 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

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