thistidalwave
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“You know what, Maki-chan? I think I do want you to fuck me.”
Maki's entire body shut down for a second. When it rebooted, he felt like he was on fire. “You do?”
Harua nodded. “But there's going to be rules,” he said. “And you're going to be a very good boy for me, aren't you.”
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Really, Yuma has always been selfish. It shouldn't have come as a surprise that he wants Fuma and Euijoo's attention more than he wants to let them be happy without him.
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- Part 5 of going wild
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Maybe Junghwan's been transported to some frozen circle of hell for people who are letting their stupid crushes fuck up their jobs.
That’s probably not what’s happening. Right?
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- Part 5 of snow globe
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Maki is half-naked on Yudai’s bed again.
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This isn't how Euijoo thought his day would go.
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- Part 4 of going wild
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Good practice, Sunghoon mouths into the blanket. What does that mean?
He listens as Sunoo’s breathing slowly evens out and tries to match his own to the rhythm, but he still isn’t tired, Sunoo’s words circling the drain in his mind over and over again. Do people kiss just for practice? Sunghoon knows people kiss just because they want to have sex or whatever—he’s not an idiot—but practice has never entered his mind as a possibility.
Sunghoon asks Sunoo to be his first kiss.
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21 Jan 2026
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There’s a moment where Taki leans in, leans down to Harua’s mouth and Harua catches herself before their lips can touch. “No kissing, okay?” She ignores the way Taki's face falls, like her favorite pillow had been stolen. “We’re just helping each other, right?” She cradles Taki’s cheeks until she nods. “Kissing is for feelings and we don't need to complicate things.”
Because it means something to Harua. Because it implies feelings and promises that Harua doesn't want to commit herself to. She's kissed too many people who didn't want what she wanted, where what she was trying to say got tied around her tongue. Boys who thought she owed them something. Girls who laughed it away the next day. She doesn’t want that with Taki, doesn’t want to mess them up in a way that can’t be fixed.
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02 Jan 2026
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Huang Guanheng is Not a Coward by aceaceaceace for thistidalwave
Fandoms: NCT (Band), SEVENTEEN (Band)
31 Dec 2025
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Asking your crush out is scary, scarier than long-legged spiders or drops from great heights. But not frogs. Nothing is scarier than frogs.
or: Hendery and Junhui go to Lotte World.
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01 Jan 2026
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Euijoo meets Fuma's eyes for as long as he can stand, then looks down at his own lap. He doesn’t really know what he’s asking. But he knows that it’s strange to be asking it: and to be so willing to do whatever it is Fuma answers.
“Mm,” Fuma says, a drawn out note. Then the bottle, placed precariously on the carpet between them. “Does our Euijoo have something he wants to do?”
Or: a drunken mistake, a pair of handcuffs, the way shame bleeds into desire. Euijoo takes his time figuring it all out.
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26 Dec 2025
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Jihoon looks down at his grasping hands. He knows he’s too greedy. He wants too much. Life would have been so simple, he thinks, if dance remained his one and only true love.
Instead, there’s Dohoon. Instead, there’s Youngjae.
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16 Nov 2025