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    Shane had truly believed that the worst was behind them.

    Mostly because his barometer for ‘worst’ had been recalibrated from a weighted mass of worry lodged in the base of his throat about league reactions, and the strain of hiding his heart, rewritten in an instant where he'd known that the worst was actually a notification bubble in a corner where it never showed, next to a name that taught Shane what it was worth to be alive at all; that opened up and spelled terror and the end of the whole goddamn world—but then it wasn't. They didn't end. Shane didn't lose. They made it through the worst.

    Surely that meant everything would be okay moving forward, since they'd already survived the worst.

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    Or: Shane genuinely does believe they've made it through the storm, that the worst came for them and they walked out okay. Breathing. Alive. Together.

    Shane—waiting for his fiancé in a hotel room, watching the man he loves more than life collapse on the ice in high definition, the light vanishing from his eyes, the feed cutting just before a crash cart descends upon him—

    Shane realizes swiftly—painfully—that he was really fucking wrong.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Five times Shane Hollander worn Ilya Rozanov's Jersey.

    And one time he wore 'their' jersey.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    It started innocently enough. Jackie Pike was having coffee with her friend at a café in Montreal, completely unaware that the woman at the next table had her phone propped up, recording what she thought would be a cute video for her book club's group chat.

    What she actually captured was Jackie Pike, wife of Montreal Voyageurs alternate captain Hayden Pike, saying some very interesting things.

    The video went viral within hours.

    Now, the internet thinks she's have an affair with Ilya Rozanov. And Hayden is too.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    02 Mar 2026

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    When Shane first notices in the locker room showers, he’s having about six different crises at the same time that he’s trying not to get caught looking anywhere near Rozanov’s dick, so it doesn’t really register all the way.

    It’s not until he’s watching Rozanov move up the bed that Shane’s eyes snag again on the scars littering his upper thighs and he realises what they are: self-inflicted.


    Or: they’re both a little less terrible at having feelings for their rival-with-benefits, Shane grows more comfortable with letting some rules change, and Ilya grows more comfortable with opening up to Shane.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    It happens in a fraction of a second. David rolls his eyes playfully, in a way he has done a thousand times before. With that, he reaches out for Shane’s cheek—for a playful shove, Ilya will realise much later.

    He does not think. One moment he’s sitting on the couch, the next he’s standing before Shane with his hands held in front of his face, shielding him from a blow that does not come.

    Or the one where Ilya deals with childhood trauma, and comes to realize that not all families are the same.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    A collection of Centaurs WAG chats set after Shane joins the team (and he and Ilya are married).

    Each story can be read independently in any order, although Part 2 introduces a new recurring original character.

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    02 Mar 2026

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    There’s a sudden cacophony of yells. As Shane turns to find the source of the noise, the only thing he can see is red splattered across the ice and a #81 jersey.

    For an absurd moment, all he can think is “my parents are at this game. Hayden and Jackie are in the stands. Thank god the kids aren’t here.”

    He doesn’t remember moving, but the next thing he knows, he’s kneeling in a pool of blood with his hands on Ilya’s neck, certain that he was about to die.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    “You have no idea who your parents really are, do you?” the Russian asked seriously after a few minutes passed of them staring at one another, though it was really more Shane glaring and heaving while Ilya calmly observed him with an unsure glint in his eye.

    “I have no idea what I’m doing here and what you want with them. If this is some kind of stupid business dispute, I have bad news for you, asshole. I don't know about their business, I don’t even know what their business is, and I’ve never been involved in their business,” Shane seethed as slowly as he possibly could so Ilya could understand that he genuinely had no idea of what was going on. “Now will you please untie me and take me home? I don’t even care if you knock me out again, just fucking let me go!”

    Ilya set the glass down to the side of him on the black leather cushion and rose from his seat, unfolding gracefully until he was towering over Shane with cool indifference. He bent slightly, leaned in close enough to Shane’s face that he could smell the vodka the Russian man had been drinking, then said easily, “I think I will keep you, actually.”

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Shane has never belonged to himself.

    Raised by the Yakuza to kill without hesitation, he knows only loyalty, discipline, and control. When a political wedding threatens to expose the cracks in the underworld, Shane is ordered to attend not as a groom, but as a warning.

    Ilya Rozanov is a rumor with teeth.

    A Bratva ghost, feared even among his own, he sees Shane not as an enemy, but as something far more dangerous. Something he wants.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is a single guy living a fairly boring life until he meets ruggedly handsome and European, Ilya Rozanov. A whirlwind romance begins, but Ilya has a secret that could come between him and Shane.

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    27 Feb 2026

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    Ilya wanted so badly to just tell Svetlana: It’s Shane Hollander, it’s always been Shane Hollander. He wanted to invite her over after the game so he'd know it was possible for her and Shane to exist in the same room without the world collapsing.

    He was calling Shane back before he even thought about it, his heart in his throat. 

    “Ilya?”

    “Can I invite Svetlana?"

    He could never have expected what happened next.

    Or: Only a few months after the cottage, Shane meets Svetlana—and goes to great lengths to defeat his jealousy.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    “Yeah, what the hell?” Comeau echoes. “Since when do you go around defending Rozanov?”
    “I – I’m not,” Hayden says, starting to carefully fold his clothes so he doesn’t have to look anyone in the eye. Maybe Shane is onto something, always folding his things instead of throwing them into his bag. Gives you a moment to concentrate on something manual, to think before having to respond to questions and comments.
    “You literally were defending him right now,” J. J. points out.

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    Four times Hayden defends Ilya Rozanov to other people, and one time he defends Ilya from himself.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Troy took a deep breath. “Just wait a sec.” Roz shifted on his feet but stayed where he was. “You really did something for me tonight and I don’t want it to end with you running away, back into the closet.”

    Follows (and adds on to) events from both Role Model and the Long Game if Ilya confirmed Troy's suspicions after they went to the Kingfisher. How might having someone to confide in helped both of them? (The story remains largely the same. I'm just exploring the community angle of it all)

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    25 Feb 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov was not foremost in Yuna Hollander’s affections at the start. But, eventually, he has come around.

    (i.e. Yuna and Ilya take their time to warming up to one another but, as the virtue goes, patience is a virtue.)
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    Now updating with better Russian language and transliteration!

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    23 Feb 2026

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    "Rozanov went to see Shane in the hospital..."

    One sunny afternoon, after an awkward encounter in the gift shop of Montreal General Hospital, Yuna Hollander decides she hates Ilya Rozanov just a bit less.

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    20 Feb 2026

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    Shane wouldn't be so pissed if it was a one time occurrence but somehow it was a common theme throughout his whole life. Just because he was Japanese-Canadian people always seemed to have formed an opinion before he even opened his mouth.

    He was either too Asian for the people here or too white for Japan, which only fueled his determination to prove his place in this world.

    He was about to show them that he not only got the potential but that he was indeed the best when it came to hockey, which shouldn't be too hard as hockey was all he had in his life.

    If only there wasn't Ilya Rozanov who would cross his plans.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    A place for fics featuring the unlikely and growing friendship between Ilya Rozanov and Kip Grady and how they make that everyone else's (mainly Scott's and Shane's) problem.

    Featuring confused hockey players, cocky Russians, sassy New Yorkers, a few cameos from other Hockey boys (Shout out to Adam and Riley from 'The Shots You Take') Rugby players and now, the starting line of the Ottawa Centaurs.

    Fic 1 - Troublemaker (Kip and Ilya meet)
    Fic 2 - Peace Keeper (Kip and Ilya's friendship deepens)
    Fic 3 - Troublemaker 2.5 (Crossover with TSYT)
    Fic 4 - Truth Teller (Ilya reveals his secret to Kip)
    Fic 5 - In Their Corner (Kip meets Shane)
    Fic 6 - In A Blue Moon (Scott and Shane talk)
    Fic 7 - Give Peace a Chance (Ilya introduces Kip to Luca)
    Fic 8 - An Act of War (Adam and Riley return to help Ilya and Troy)
    Fic 9 - Weather the Storm (Footage gets leaked and the boys react)
    Fic 10 - Finding Light (A Wedding finally takes place)
    Fic 11 - Goalie FIght! (Seriously, it's a Goalie Fight)

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    17 Feb 2026

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    07 Feb 2026

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    02 Feb 2026

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